Daily Meditation – Give Up the Search

Jessica Mullen

Daily Meditation – Give Up the Search


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Give Up the Search (transcript)
Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance!

Breathe in and raise your vibration!
Breathe out and release your resistance!

Welcome back to the present moment, where all of your power lies!

Breathe in and open up to receiving!
Breathe out and relax your body.

You’re in the right place at the right time. You’re doing everything right.

Breathe in and lighten up because it’s not serious!
Breathe out and surrender your preferences.

If you care about the outcome, you’ll be unhappy either way. If you let the outcome affect how you feel, everything’s going to affect how you feel. Today, decide to be happy either way! And then your happiness is not dependent on circumstances.

Breathe in and say yes to what is!
Breathe out and surrender your preferences.

That’s the real work: to notice, “I want this. I don’t want this. I really care about this. I really want it to go this way.” All of that is just your mind trying to control. And it’s not who you really are. Pure awareness has no preferences. Pure awareness is just happy to be.

Breathe in and simply identify as pure awareness!
Breathe out and be happy to simply be.

Let yourself enjoy being. Let yourself just exist without seeking for something to change.

Breathe in and give up the search.
Breathe out and let go of the seeking.

Ask yourself right now, “What am I seeking?” Feel the attention turn around on itself. What am I seeking?

Breathe in and feel your attention turn around.
Breathe out and see the answer. Hear the answer. What are you seeking still?

I can feel my attention poking out, looking for things that are missing, looking for things that are wrong. Looking for attention, stimulation. But all of that is under your control. The seeking can be dropped right now! And then you don’t suffer because it’s the seeking itself causing the suffering. Wanting things to be different from how they are makes you suffer.

Breathe in and notice the seeking.
Breathe out and feel your attention seeking for something, anything.

What’s missing? What’s too much? What’s wrong, what’s good, what’s bad? Seeking seeking seeking. Give up the search! If you stop searching, you’ll be at peace.

Breathe in and give up the search!
Breathe out and see how right now is perfect. Nothing needs to change, because you exist. You’re here! That’s all!

And if you can let the thoughts go, if you can just watch them and notice that you’re seeking, but stay in the position of awareness—if you can stay there, you’ll be at peace. You’ll be happy. Right now, you’re there. Right now. There’s just clouds of thought covering it up.

Breathe in and give up the search!
Breathe out and be found.

The instant you stop seeking, you see that what you wanted, what you were seeking for is with you already! It is you already! You have to stand up to your attention, to the seeking activity. That’s just automatic, it’s just conditioned. It’s not your fault that you seek, it’s just how it is. But you—now that you know that it’s just seeking making you suffer—you can let it go. You can drop the activity. Just don’t go there!

Breathe in and stop seeking.
Breathe out and let it be as it is.

Right now, let it be. Let everything be as it is. You need to find a way to feel good and be whole without anything changing. Because if you need something to change to be happy, you’ll never be happy.

Breathe in and give up the search!
Breathe out and access the peace, love, joy, abundance and happiness that’s already here, right now.

Breathe in and ask, am I aware?
Breathe out and listen: yes! I am.

Stay as you are. Rest in the I AM. If asking, “Am I aware?” doesn’t jolt you into presence, try Mooji’s question of, “Can you, the perceiver, be seen?” Can you, the perceiver of all that is, be seen? And just relax into that question. Let it stop your mind. Let it stop the seeking. And let it help you enjoy what is.

Breathe in and give up the search.
Breathe out and see how you are already found!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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