Become God’s Magick Wand (transcript)
Breathe in and raise your vibration.
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Breathe in and raise your vibration.
Breathe out and release your resistance.

Relax your body.

Breathe in and open up to receiving.
Breathe out and say thank you, thank you, thank you.

Flip the switch right now. Let those thoughts go. Let them go right now. You don’t have to think about them.

Breathe in and lighten up. Life is not serious!
Breathe out and surrender.

Let the thoughts go. If you’ve been feeling bad, it’s because you’re stuck in your thoughts, judging, waiting, wondering, wishing, hoping, fearing. Decide right now that you don’t have to think those thoughts and flip the switch with thank you.

Breathing in, thank you.
Breathing out, thank you, thank you, thank you.

Today as you go about your day, trust that it’s safe to drop the thoughts. We don’t even realize how much we’re thinking constantly and if things like asking the question, “Am I aware?” isn’t working for you, it might be because you’re refusing to drop the thoughts.

Breathe in and look.
Breathe out and notice.

Are you holding on to thoughts and not letting yourself drop them? Do you feel like you have to think about things or they’re not going to get solved like someone else’s health, someone else’s money, someone else’s problem? Do you find yourself thinking about someone else’s problem, wondering how to solve it when it’s not even your problem? You don’t have to think about it and if you drop those thoughts about the problem, whether it’s your problem or someone else’s, life will solve it for you.

Life will figure it out because that’s what life does. It does it so perfectly. Just picture how a garden grows or weeds or any kind of plant. You don’t expect it to come up the way that it does. It always comes in some surprising way and you’re like, “Wow, god really does do everything perfectly.” That can be your life if you drop the thoughts.

Breathe in and acknowledge what you’re not letting go.
Breathe out and drop the thoughts.

Say, “I don’t give a fuck about that problem. I don’t give a fuck about those other people’s problems. I don’t give a fuck.”

Today, allow yourself to become god’s magick wand. Allow yourself to be a conduit for god—and I know I say god all the time but it’s just the easiest shortcut to describe infinite intelligence, universal energy, love itself, pure awareness.

Breathe in and let pure awareness do it.
Breathe out and trust pure awareness to do it.

See, it doesn’t have quite the same ring as god. Let god figure it out for you and I’m only talking about pure awareness or love but I’m gonna call it god because it makes it seem like there’s something other than me who’s gonna figure it out so I don’t have to. And it’s true. It’s just the thoughts that make me think I have to figure it out. Those thoughts are not true. They are an illusion and if I drop them I step back into what I already am: god.

Breathe in and step back into what you already are.
Breathe out and drop the thoughts.

Devote yourself to asking yourself, “Am I aware?” today. Say it on the rosary if you’d like. My new thing in the morning is instead of praying the Hail Mary for each bead that you would normally say a Hail Mary I say, “Am I aware?” And for each Our Father bead I say, “Thank you, thank you, thank you, god for replacing me with you.” Whatever it takes to drill it into your mind that it’s safe to drop the thoughts—because once you get a taste of the power of asking, “Am I aware?” you’ll never forget it. You might get lost in the thoughts again, yes it’s true. You might pick up old addictions again, yes it’s true, but you’ll never forget the taste of the infinite, the taste of true love that you found in yourself and you can get there right now simply by identifying as pure awareness and you do that by asking,

Breathing in, am I aware?
Breathing out, yes I am.

Trust that simply identifying as pure awareness is all you need to live a magickal life. You can ask, “Am I god?” But you can’t answer that so easily. Asking, “Am I aware?” or “How do I know that I know?” shows you in a physical, literal, real way, your attention dropping thoughts to rest on itself.

“Am I aware?” I have to look to find out and in that looking I merge with god. I become one with god. I stop thinking basically. The thought is paused and when I ask, “Am I aware?” the thoughts pause and that’s freedom. That’s uniting with god because it’s all god. It’s only our thoughts making us think otherwise.

Breathing in, am I aware?
Breathing out, yes I am and I am now in the flow.