watch yourself sit here chastising yourself for not DOING more. watch yourself breathe in and feel wasted, like you wasted the afternoon. watch yourself breathe out and kind of beat yourself up...... watch yourself breathe out and feel anxious and uncertain. watch yourself breathe in and feel cold. watch yourself notice your cold fingers, right hand colder than the left. watch yourself listen to music that you hope you like... watch yourself pray for good new music. watch yourself wonder what will happen. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself feel anxious, couldn't be the coffee, no way.

watch yourself breathe out and space out, unfocus your eyes. watch yourself feel disgusted by so many things. watch yourself wonder what you're going to do with yourself .watch yourself feel anxious. watch yourself feel shaky. watch yourself wonder what will happen. watch yourself feel uncertain. watch yourself wonder.

watch yourself sit here. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself wonder. watch yourself feel tired. watch yourself notice tired muscles. watch yourself wonder what will happen. watch yourself...

to whom do these thoughts come?
to whom do these thoughts come?
to whom do these thoughts come?
they come to me. who is me?
i am.
who am i?
i am.
who is i am?
this
it
everything

just words, i dont know how true they are right now

watch yourself hope this music is good watch yourself feel so tired and lazy

watch yourself breathe in
watch yourself breathe out

to whom do these thoughts come? they come to me
they come to me
they come to me
they come to me
who is me??
who is Me??
i am
who am i?
i am
who is i?
i am
i am
who is i am

i am saying yes to what is
yes i am bored
yes i am lazy
yes i am tired
yes i am wondering what will happen
yes i am kind of hungry
yes i am breathing out
yes i am breathing in.

yes i am WANTING SOME NEW GOOD MUSIC PLEASE
yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing out yes i am frustrated yes i am wondering yes i want to know what will happen yes iw ant to feel better and energized yes i am rolling my eyes at my feet falling asleep

yes i feel very body identified
yes everything is making me feel nauseated
can't be the coffee!!

guess we'll never know

yes i had to stop the fuckign music yes i still have my headphnes on
yes i am body identified
yes i am anxious yes i am wondering yes i am disappointed
yes i am disappointed yes i am disappointed

yes i am frustrated
yes i want to feel loving
but i feel frustrated
i feel disgusted
i feel sickened
i feel repulsed

yes i am braething out. yes i am tired. yes i am spacing out. yes my eyes are unfocused. yes i am braething in. yes i am yawngin again. yes i am anxious. yes i am wondering. yes i am anxious. yes i am seeing all that is "wrong".

"trust" the voice whispers

yes i feel carsick
yes i feel seasick
yes i feel motion sick

yes i am wondering what i'm going to do yes i am bored yes i am lazy yes i am identified with body and mind and the i thought

yes i want to identify as pure awareness
this is supposed to be a dream
but it's feeling too real today
yes i am breathing out yes i am breathing in yes i am wondering what to do yes i am breathing in
yes i am breathing out
yes i am wondering
yes i am wondering

yes i really have to pee butr i must finish these 350 words
yes i am breathing in
yes the coffee is kicking in i guess
y es i wish things were different
yes i am too mind identified!!!
to whom do these thoughts come??
they come to me!
who is ME?!
i am me!
who is i?!
who am i??

I DONT KNOW

thanmk you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for getting the separate self out of the way thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for helping me help thank you for the perfect timing thank you for the miracles and magick life than kyou god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you

thank you for magick life
thank you god for replacing me with you
thank you god for replacing me with you
thank you for the good attitude
thank you for the miracles and magick life
thank you god for replacing me with you

thank you god for replaciing me with you
thank you for waking me up in the dream
thank you for the perfec ttiming
thank you for the magick life
thank you for the pure awarenessi am
thank you god for replacin gme wit you

thank you!
thank you for the perfect unfolding! thank you for helping me remember it's all happening in my favor!

thank you! i know it's in my favor! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god fo rreplacin mg me with you!

i know it's in my favor! thank yoU!

i am becoming it to see it
i am too tired to identify as pure awareness lol
but i can always thank you
thank you always works
i am flipping the swithc
thank you!

thank you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me flip the swtich! thank you for helping me stay sober today! THank you for the miracles and magick life! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you! thank you!