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to whom do these thoughts come? they come to me. who is me? i am. who am i? i am. who am i? who is i? what is the source of the i? i am.

to whom do these thoughts come? they come to me. who is me? i am me. who is me? i am me. who is I? who am i? who is the i who thinks the thoughts? who is the i? where is the source of the i?

to whom do these thoughts come? they come to me. who is me? i am me. who am i? i am. who is i? who is the source of the i? what is the source of the i?

yes the i is feeling weird. yes the i is wondering what is should do. yes the i is remembering the body is a genius. yes the i is sitting in this chair. yes the i is breathing in. yes the i is breathing out.

--hours later--

to whom are these thoughts arising? they arise to me. they are coming to me. who is me? who is thinking these thoughts? i am. who am i?

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. yes the i is tired the i is dragging the i is irritable and annoyed the i is seeking and wanting and angry becuase it's hungry

the i is breathing in the i is breathing in the i is breathing out the i is breathing out the i is breathing out the i is breathing out thei is breathing out the i wants to have funthe i wants to have fun the i wants to go wild and party the i wants to have fun

the i is seeking the i wants magick the i wants to wake up
who wants to wake up t
to whom are these thoughtsg arising? to whom do these thoughts come?

the i is obsessed with wanting to get the claw from upstairs becuase the i has a pain in the hip
the i is hungry
the i is annoyed the i is frustrated the i wants more
the i wants more the i wants
it's not enough none of it is enough none of it is enough

who am i who is identified with the i?
identify with god
identify with god

am i aware?
yes i am aware i am aware of the flow of weel being i am aware of the presence of god i am aware of breathing out i am aware of seeking i am aware of wanting i am aware of the i wanting

but the i barely wants the i just wants to fill a hole continuously so it doesn't have to worry about it's annhiliation

watch yourself breathe out and feel weird watch yourself breathe out and tell yourself to pull it together watch yourself breathe out watch yourself breathe in watch yourself feel anxious about having to finish all the food in the ffridge watch yourself breathe out watch yourself breathe in watch yourself wish and wish and wish and wish you were in a good mood
but who is you
who am i
to whom do these thoughts come
to whom does this scattered mood come
to whom does this irritability come
to whom do these thoughts come
they come to me
who is me
i am me
who am i
who is i
what is the source of i what is the source of the i what is the source of the i what is the source of the i what is the source of the i what is the source of the i what is the source of i
lo siento bb

watch yourself breathe in and sit here. watch yourself feel tired and identified with the i
the i is hungry and seeking and wanting to fill the god sized whole hold i mean hole
because "i" haven't been diligent in staying as i am
who am i?? who am i?? to whom do these thoughts come? who is the i who isn't diligent?? what can "i" do? i want to identify as i am but i feel distractefd
who am i??
who am I?
to whom do these thoughts come? who is the i? what is the source of the i?
where is the source of the i? where is the i coming from?

to whom do theset houghts come?
is this all because i'm a little hungry?
i mean the i is a little hungry? the body is a little hungry?
the i is mad at the body for having an apptetite the i is mad
the i is always mad
the i wants to control
the i is tired
the body is tired
the body wants rest and massage
the i wants the body to shut the fuck up
and do what it's told

the i wants to know why it feels kind of low when it woke up feeling so good
what happened?
the hunger? the body? the body needs?
to whom are these thoughts coming? to whom are theset hoguhts coming?>

they come to me
who is me? who is me? who am i? who is the me? who are these thoughts coming to? who is the me?
who is thei?

where is the i coming from?
how can "i" ever stop identifying with the mind and body?!??!?!?!?!?!
i feel like the mind and body but i know logically i am the pure awarness...

to whom do these thoguhts come? they come to me
they come to me
who is me? i am
who am i?
i am
i am
pure awareness i am
pure awareness i am
pure awarenessi am

i just want to feel good about myself and in contorl
i feel out of control thats what it is
the i hates feeling out of control
how to get back control
stay as i am

am i aware?
yes i am aware!
i am here
i exist
yes i am aware
i am now in the flow.