watch yourself sit here
so out of it
watch yourself breathe in and feel numb
watch yourself breathe out and feel full
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watch yourself sit here and wonder watch yourself tell yourself stop being so tired watch yourself not watch the i but now you're watching the i who am i what is i where the the source of i what is the source of i why me why do i get to do this what is i who am i

to whom do these thoughts come?
to me
they come to me
i think them
who is me?
i am
who is i
who is i
who am i?

who am i?
who am i?
tired and fuzzy

watch yourself feel out of it
watch yourself breathe out

watch yourself breathe in and want to rest watch yourself breathe out and wonder when you will rest
watch yourself wonder wonder wonder when you will sleep
when will you rest when will you relax when will you change

watch yourself breathe in and be here
watch yourself breathe out and think about the past

to whom do these thoughts come?
they come to me
i am thinking them
who am i?
who is i?
what is the source of I?
where is the I?
what is i?

watch yourself feel out of control
watch yourself feel tired
watch yourself feel off balance
watch yourself breathe in watch yourself breathe out

watch yourself try to relax your arms
watch yourself breathe in
watch yourself breathe out
watch yourself breathe in
watch yourself breathe out

watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself wonder. watch yourself wonder. watch yourself breathe in and yawn
watch yourself breathe out and clench your teeth
watch yourself feel off
watch yourself want to feel better

yes i want to feel better yes i want to feel good yes i want to feel good

yes. i am saying yes to what is yes i am remembering new york yes i am remembering earlier today yes i am watching the snow and my back muscle is twitching

yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing out yes i am exhausted yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing out yes i am hoping to pull it together
who am i
to whom do these thoughts arise??
to me
i am thinking them
who am i?
i
what is the source of i?
the i is a thought
and i am identified in thought
the one who follows thought is a thought
who am i?
what is the source of i?
i i i i i i
what is the source of i?
why do i bother doing anything but enquiring?
why do i bother doing anything but reading silence of the heart?
the one who follows thought is a thought
i am not that thought
i am not even i!

who am i
to whom do these thoughts arise?
to me
who am i?
i am

to whom do these thoughts arise?
to me they arise to me
who is me
i am
who am i
who am i
i am
i am
what is the source of i
i i i i i i

to whom do these thoughts arise?
they arise to me
jessica
they arise to me
the thoughts arise to me the one sitting here
the body sitting here
who is me
i am
who am i
who is i
who am i

who am i who is dragging the feet who am i who is the i what is the i thought who am i who am i
to whom do these thoughts arise? to whom do these thoughts arise? to whom do these thoughts arise? to whom do these thoughts come? to me. who is me? i am. i am. i am. i am. the one right here. i am. who is i?

to whom are these thoughts arising? to whom do these thoughts come?
to whom are these thoughts arising? to whom do these thoughts come? to me
to me to me to me to me to me to me me me me me me. me to me the thoughts come to me
who is me what is me
i am me
me
i am
i am
who is i
what is i
who is i
who am i
what is i
what is the source of i
who am i?
who am I?
who am I?

"i" wants to dissolve into the infinite
the i is sitting here the i is identified with the body
the i has to pee
the i is skipping songs the i has a headache
the i is worried the i is questioning its behavior
the i is wondering what it did wrong
the i is worried the i is wondering
the i is following thoughts about being tired

the i wants to read more to get rid of itself who am i who wants to get rid of i?
the i cant get rid of i
who am i?
i'm trying to see the i is a ghost
trying to see something
the i is a ghost
i get that part now

the i wonders how to get distance again but that's just it, enquiring
to whom do these thoughts arise?
to me
who is me?
i am
who am i? what is i? what is the source of i? I
I
I
i
i i i i iI iI I I i I i I i I i I
the i wants to dissolve so it stops suffering

to whom do these thoughts arise?
to me they arise to me

who is me
i am
who am i
the ghost sitting in this body

who am i in this chair

thank you thank you thank you god for replacing me with you
to whom do these thoughts arise
to me
they arise to me
who is me
i am
who am i
what is i
what is the source of i