watch yourself sit here and wonder what music you could listen to.

watch yourself play a new playlist for the first time in a long time. watch yourself breathe in and want new music to come to you. watch yourself breathe out and wonder. watch yourself feel unsatisfied. watch yourself know you've been slipping anyway. watch yourself promise yourself tomorrow will be better. i'll start again tomorrow. tomorrow is a new day. i can do it.

watch yourself breathe in and sit here. watch yourself breathe out and wonder. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself wish for new music. watch yourself want to feel good. watch yourself look outside for fulfillment. no wonder you fill unfulfilled.

watch yourself put on a wicca phase album you wanted to check out months ago. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself tell yourself to say yes to what is.

yes i'm tired. yes i'm disappointed but not really. yes i want to feel different. yes i want to feel high and happy. yes i want to feel better. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am anxious. yes i am seeking and craving. yes i am sitting here. yes i am sitting here. yes i am sitting here. yes i want to make music and art. yes i want to transmute. yes i want to transmute. yes i want to transmute. yes i want to transmute.

yes i want to feel light. yes i want to feel free. yes i want to feel that not taking it personally feeling. yes i want to feel better. yes i am feeling self critical. yes i want my period to get here already. yes i am wanting to rush. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am wanting to feel better. yes i am sitting here. yes my leg is aching. yes i am feeling low. yes i am wondering when i will pull it together and keep my mind and thoughts off this world.

yes i am wanting a tattoo or piercing to get my thoughts out of the trash. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am craving. yes i am craving. yes i am seeking. yes i am telling myself to stop looking for problems.

yes i am anxious. yes i am wondering what to do with myself. yes my thoughts are torturing me. yes i want to stand up to my thoughts. yes i want to lighten up and feel better. yes i want to feel better. yes i want to act in integrity. yes i want to feel better. yes i want to feel better.

yes i want to have fun and be light. yes i want to relax and enjoy. yes i want to enjoy and relax.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the passive income and sales and orders. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the presence i am. thank you for helping me feel better. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me remember my magick. thank you for helping me stabilize as i am. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for helping me roll with the punches. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i am surrendering to the flow. i am saying yes to what is. i am welcoming what is. i am surrendering my preferences. am i aware? because when i am aware i have no problems.

breathing in i am bringing energy into my crown chakra
breathing out i am activating my crown chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stabilize as i am. thank you for helping me rest as i am. stay as i am. thank you for helping me be aware that i am aware.

thank you for helping me stabilize as i am. thank you for helping me surrender my preferences. thank you for helping me align with love and peace and happiness.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i surrender. i surrender. i say yes. it's not personal

i am not a person

it's the magick i believe in

i surrender

i surrender being a person, taking things personally. i surrender. i give up. i let go. i surrender.

i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender i surrender i surrender. i give up. i quit. i quit. i surrender. i give up. i give up.

i am choosing the magick life. i am choosing to feel light. i am choosing to feel better. i am choosing to lighten up and feel better. i am choosing to surrender. i am choosing to identify as pure awareness. simply identify as pure awareness. i surrender. i let go. i quit. i give up. i give up. i surrender. i let go. i quit.