am i aware am i aware
yes i feel rejected yes i feel annoyed with myself that i'm waiting on someone else yes i know how to do this why am i doing this yes i am sitting in this chair yes i am breathing out yes i am trying too hard yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing out yes i am breathing out yes i am craving and seeking yes i am craving and seeking yes i want to go for a walk yes i want to get out of here yes i want to get away from myself yes i want to feel better yes i want to feel relieved yes i want to feel loved yes i want to feel love yes i am disappointed in myself yes i am jealous yes i am angry yes i am taking it personally yes i am breathing in yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling sore and tired and hungry and sad. yes i want to cry. yes i want to cry. yes i feel rejected. yes i feel lonely. yes i feel sad. yes i feel bored. yes i feel like i did something wrong. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am seeking and craving. yes i want to "do me" but i don't know what that is i guess this writing is that

yes i feel punished yes i know i should just say thank you and remember it's all happening in my favor.

yes i know it's in my favor. yes i know it's in my favor .it always has been. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i want to be in a good mood anyway.

yes i am frustrated! yes i am seeking! yes i am mad for forgetting my source! i am the source! yes i am now frustrated that i didn't start my writing sooner because i am feeling better!

yes i am wanting to feel good. yes i want to feel better. yes i want an invite. yes i want to have fun. yes i want to laugh and feel loved and included and invited and welcomed.

yes i want to get back to my ways. yes i want to just be aware of being aware and stop SEEKING in the WORLD OF FORM.

yes i am seeking. yes i am wondering. yes i am rolling my eyes at myself. yes i feel dejected!

yes i want to feel enthusiastic! i want to feel good about life! i want to feel good again! I want to feel good now! i want to not be so DEPENDENT ON CIRCUMSTANCES TO FEEL GOOD!!!!!

thank you! thank you i am turning the boat. thank you i am choosing to feel better. thank you i am choosing to feel good. thank you i am choosing to feel better. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for sparing me.

thank yo ufor helping me remember i am the source i am the source i am the source and i can flip the switch with thank you

thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for the perfect timign! thank you for the passive income and orders and sales! Thank you for plenty of money! thank you for miracles! thank you for magick life! thank you for lmod! thank you for new clients and customers! thank you for new subscribers! thank you for the fun show! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for transmuting my contrast!

am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god! am i aware? yes i am aware that i am aware! am i here? yes i am here. am i here? yes i am here. i am here. yes i am here. i am.

am i aware? yes i am. pure awareness i am. pure awareness i am. om.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me turn the boat to gratitude. thank you for sparing me. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for the miracles. thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for bringing the magick back! thank you for bringing my attention back to itself. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware? yes i am aware. i am aware of the presence of god. i am aware of my attention wandering and thinking something else is my source/treasure...

I AM the treasure. NOT that. I AM the treasure. NOT that. I am the treasure. the treasure is i am. the treasure I AM. I AM is the treasure. i am is the treasure. the treasure is i am. the treasure is i am.

yes i feel like i fucked up. yes i feel like a failure. yes i feel empty and alone. yes i feel sad and rejected.

yes i feel rejected! yes i feel cast aside! like trash! again! because i am overlooking the treasure i am! thinking it is outside of me!

can't i just BRUTE FORCE IT?!

I AM. i am. the treasure is i am. am i aware? yes i am. am i here? yes i am. who am i? i am. i am. i am. i am here. yes i am here. yes i am here. yes i want to feel better yes i am disappointed in myself. yes i feel rejected!!! tossed aside!!!

i am. i am the treasure. the treasure is i am. the treasure is i am. the treasure is i am. the treasure is i am. i am the treasure. the treasure i am. treasure i am.