waiting

Cult of Counting

waiting

Cult of Counting
yes i am sitting in this chair waiting. yes i am feeling uncomfortable in my body. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am seeking change. yes i am seeking a change of state or consciousness. yes i want to lighten up and feel better. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am trying to relax and enjoy. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am trying to feel alignment. yes i am trying to feel harmony. yes i want peace and harmony. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am trying to feel better. yes i am trying to feel better. yes i am frustrated. yes i am anxious. yes i am frustrated and anxious. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am frustrated and anxious. yes i am frustrated and anxious. yes i am frustrated and anxious. yes i am nervous.

breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra
breathing out i activate my crown chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stabilize as i am. thank you for helping me merge with you, with the true i. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you for the perfect timing and magick life. thank you for helping me. thank you god for replacing me with you.

yes i am anxious. yes i am waiting. yes i am trying to trust the process of life. yes i am anxious. yes i am frustrated. yes i am impatient. yes i am trying to watch the i.

ii am frustrated
i am watching where the i comes from
i am trying to be patient
i am trying to connect to the infinite
i am trying too hard
i am frustrated
i am breathing in
i am frustrated
i am frustrated
i am frustrated

i am watching the i source i am watching where the i comes from i am waking up in the dream i am watching where the i comes from i am breathing in i am breathing in i am breathing out i am breathing out

i am watching the source of the i
i am watching the source of the i
i am anxious
i am anxious
i am frustrated
i am anxious
i am anxious
i am anxious

i am frustrated
i am watching the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
where does the i come from
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch where the i thought comes from
so i don't have to get identified with the thoughts
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am trying to watch the source of the i thought
i am considering taking some action
i want to act out of anxiety
i want to control
i am watching the source of the i thought
i am wanting to control and make things go my way
i am feeling love and hate push and pull attraction and repulsion
i am watching the i thought
i am trying to watch the i thought
i am trying to watch the i thought
i am trying to watch the i thought
i am trying to watch the i thought
i am trying to watch the i thought
i am trying to watch where the i thought comes from
i am watching where the i thought comes from i am trying to watch where the i thought comes from i am trying to watch where the i thought comes from
i am trying to watch where the i thought comes from

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.