am i aware
yes i am
i am i am

yes i am sitting in this chair anxious and waiting and impatient. yes i am breathing in and too warm. yes i am breathing out and trying to let go. i am letting go. i am letting go. i am letting go .i am letting go of control. i surrender.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am so anxious and waiting for a change. if i need something to change i am suffering. ok i am suffering.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am about to look at the weather...

am i aware? yes i am aware i am here. i am aware i exist. i am noticing my sense of being. i am i am.

yes i am anxious. yes i am waking up in the dream. yes i am breathing in. yes i am tired. yes i want more coffee. yes i am anxious.

yes i am waiting and suffer. yes i am surrendering now. i surrender! i let go! I give up!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me give up control. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender.

i give up.

i tried.

i tried too hard.

yes i am anxious. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am anxious and waiting. yes i am getting angry for overextending. yes i am rolling my eyes at myself again. yes i am breathing out.

thank you! thank you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you!

thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware? yes i am. i give up. i surrender. i tried!!!

i surrender. i give up. i surrender. i give up. i surrender. i let go of control. i am letting go of control. i am giving up control. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender.

i am giving up. i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender. i let go i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. i am empty. i give up. i am empty. i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i give up. i surrender. i let go of control. i am relaxing. i know it's happening in my favor. i give up. i surrender. i know it's happening in my favor. i give up. i give up. i give up. i let go. i don't give a fuck. i am sticking to my self. i am i am.

am i aware? yes i am aware i am aware. i am aware i exist. i am here now. i exist. i surrender. i give up. i surrender. i give up. i surrender. i give up. i give up. i give up. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. i give up. am i aware? yes i am aware. i give up. i surrender. i am letting go of control i am relaxing and trusting it's all happening in my favor. i know it's happening in my favor. i let go. i give up. i let go. i let go. i give up. i surrender. i am giving up. i surrender.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i surrender. i surrender. i give up. i give up. i am letting go of control. it's not mine to control. it's not up to me. it's not up to me. it's not up to me. i give up. i dont have to take it personally. i surrender. i quit. i give up. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. i give up. i surrender. i give up. i surrender. ia m eltting go. i surrender.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender. i give up. i let go. i surrender. i give up. i give up. i don't give a fuck. i am sticking to myself.

wouldn't it be nice if it all worked out? i surrender. i give up. wouldn't it be nice if there was peace? i choose peace. i am the source of peace. am i aware? i am i am. i am i am. i. i ii

thank yo ugod for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you for helping me surrender and let your will be done. whatever god wants.

thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender. i give up. i tried. i am letting go. i give up. i surrender. i surrender. i give up. i give up. i give up. i give up. i am letting go. i surrender. i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for merging me with you. i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. i surrender. i give up. i give up. i give up.