yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am doing my writing. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting in this chair waiting for inspiration to strike. yes i want my path to light up for me. yes i want more coffee. yes i want to have a good day. yes i want to have fun and feel good and not beat myself up. yes i want to be nice to myself today.

breathing in i love myself
breathing out i don't give a fuck!

breathing in i love myself!
breathing out i don't give a fuck!

yes i am anxious. yes i am waiting. yes i am seeking. yes i am wanting. yes i am impatient. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting here. yes i am wanting to laugh and have fun. yes i want to release this regret. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting in this chair with tension in my back. yes i am irritated. yes i am judging. yes i am wanting change. yes i am waiting. yes i am wanting to feel good and do me and see my path light up for me. yes i am wanting to enjoy being. yes i am wanting to enjoy being.

breathing in i love myself
breathing out i don't give a fuck!

yes i am feeling tension in my back. yes i am anxious and waiting. yes i am sitting here. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting to feel better. yes i am wanting to be high. yes i am wanting to be affected by my external reality. yes i am seeing that typed out and want to revise my desire... i want to feel good regardless of my external reality. i want only to be affected by the source within.

am i aware? yes i am aware that i am aware. i am being aware of being aware. i am being. yes i am being. i am. being. being. i am being. i am radiating being.

i am is the source and substance of all my good.

yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am wondering if i should go work on the garden. yes i am braething out. yes i am feeling tension in my back. yes i am wanting to rub it out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am wanting more coffee. yes i am anxious. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here writing. yes i am smelling neem oil. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am trying to focus. yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting and seeking. yes i am wanting more coffee. yes i am anxious. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am seeking. yes i am wanting. yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting a high, a peak experience. yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting more coffee.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am waiting. yes i am wanting and seeking. yes i can see that i am seeking. yes i am here. yes i am existing. yes i am existing. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am anxious. yes i am trying to trust the process of life. yes i am trying to feel better. yes i am wanting to feel good. am i aware?

yes i am aware of the presence of god. i am being aware. i am being. being. i am being. i am enjoying being.

yes i am craving more coffee. yes i am craving stimulation. yes i am trying to change what is and augment what is. yes i am resisting what is. yes i am wanting attention. yes i am wanting to feel better. yes i am wanting attention. yes i am wanting smoothness and peace. yes i am wanting peace. yes i am wanting smoooothness.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life. thank you for helping me flip the switch with thank you!

thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the good attitude! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me be my reason for feeling good. thank you for the plenty of money. thank you for the magick life. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the love and connection! thank you for the being aware of being aware! thank you for the good news! thank you for the magick life!

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you!

thank you for the passive income and perfect timing! thank you for the good energy and flow! thank you for helping me be impervious! thank you for helping me be patient and compassionate! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for helping me see! thank you for replacing me with you! Thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you! thank you! thank you!

am i aware? this is the beloved!
am i aware? yes i am aware that i am aware. i am being aware. i am aware that i am being aware. i am being aware of being aware. i am now aware. i am now in the flow!