yes i'm sitting in this chair. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i want to feel good. yes i want all these things resolved:
- passport
- stamps
- journal
- deck
- mmm
- 2k
- daves
- order

yes i am feeling anxious. yes i am trying to remember: when i am aware i have no problems.

yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i just want to get everything over with and for it all to go smoothly. yes i am rushing. yes i am lost in the future. yes i am breathing in. yes i am standing up to my thoughts right now.

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems. it is challenging for the mind to accept that thinking isn't going to help. asking am i aware and resting in the knowing that i am aware solves everything. am i aware?

yes i am aware. when i am aware i have no problems. my problems solve themselves. this is my magick, being aware of being aware.

yes i am telling myself to focus so i can finish this and stop getting distracted by midjourneys. yes i am breathing in. yes i am going to have a good day no matter what because i am aware that i am aware. when i am aware i have no problems.

am i aware?
when i am aware i have no problems, no lack, no separation, no agitation.
am i aware?
i am aware of a new chapter starting. i am aware of luck and good fortune. i am aware of perfect timing and perfect unfolding.

i am aware of perfect timing. i am aware i live the magick life. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of breathing in.

i am aware of feeling hungry and the computer fan whirring. i am aware of breathing out and watching my fingers type on the keyboard. i am aware of feeling so hungry. i am aware of wanting, seeking. i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of sitting in this chair wondering. i am aware that i am thinking i never have to wonder.

i am aware of the space i am in. i am aware of my shoulders being tense and my stomach gurgling. i am aware of wanting more income. i am aware of feeling lack. i am aware that when i am aware i have no problems, no lack.

when i am aware i have no problems.

am i aware?
am i aware always works!
writing always works!
thank you always works!

am i aware? i am aware of wanting to check my imagines. i am aware of being obsessed with ai. i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of feeling excited about technology and worried about money. i am aware of being here now. i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of tension in my shoulders and buses driving by.

am i aware?
yes it is obvious.

am i aware? yes i am aware that i am aware. i am awareness. i am awareness aware of awareness.

am i aware? yes i am aware. i am aware of the presence of god. i am aware of magick life. i am aware of the mind wanting. i am aware of the mind seeking. i am aware of awareness.

relax it's all happening in your favor!!

am i aware?
when i am aware i have no problems. when i am aware i have no problems. when i am aware i have no problems. am i aware?

i am aware of listening for sounds. i am aware of faint construction sounds. i am aware of looking forward to my breakfast. i am aware of k's alarm going off. i am aware of wondering if she will snooze.

i am aware of midjourney talking. i am aware of thinking about discord. i am aware of breathing in and feeling a little anxious. i am aware of having to pee.

am i aware? i am aware of how big space gets when i am aware. am i aware? i am aware of thinking about midjourney. i am aware of shifting in my chair. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of thinking about emails. i am aware of the discord notifss.

am i aware? i am aware of the time. i am aware of feeling a little rushed. i am aware of always wanting to go to the next thing and get it over with so i can relax. i am aware of wanting to relax now.

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems, no lack, no agitation, no separation. when i am aware i am relaxed because i'm not thinking.

am i aware? i am aware of feeling excited to see k. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of how loud my typing sounds. i am aware of seeking and wanting. i am aware of wanting to fix other people's problems. i am aware of wanting more. i am aware of wanting to feel more generous.

am i aware? i am aware of feeling excited about this day. i am aware of the heat turning on. i am aware of the cloudiness. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of sitting here thinking about someone else. i am aware of wanting wanting wanting.

i am aware of desire. i am aware that i am aware. when i am aware i have no problems.

i am aware that i am eager to take action. i am aware that i am aware. i am aware of awareness. am i aware? i am aware! i am !