yes i feel sad. yes i feel attachment and longing. yes i know i am mind identified and attached like an addict. yes i am breathing in. yes i am facing what is. yes i am saying yes to what is. yes i have a little headache. yes i want to fill the hole but nothing sounds good. yes i know i am feeling lack and i can change that...

yes it is cold. yes i get so sad. yes i am waiting to turn the heat on til k gets up and the windows are closed. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out and so disappointed. yes i am disappointed. yes i know i need to do me and take care of me. yes i want to just be present and stable. yes i want to stabilize as i am. yes i want to be aware of being aware. yes i want relief. am i aware?

yes i feel like a loser and a reject. yes i feel replaceable and disposable. yes i feel empty. yes i feel like an empty pack of cigarettes. yes i know i need to fill myself up with god... yes i know i want god. yes the only thing missing is god. GOD PLEASE COME BACK PLEASE HELP ME

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you for making me a channel of your love. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for the magick life and miracles. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the perfect timing and passive income. thank you for helping me remember who i am. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me take advantage of this time and place. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for the magick life. thank you for bringing the magick back. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me. thank you for helping me remember the power of thank you.

thank you! i feel better already! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the inspiration to work on this journal! thank you for helping me make my best work! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the new work! thank you for the new ideas! thank you god for replacing me with yoU! thank you for the magick life! thank you god for replacing me with you!

thank you for the passive income, perfect timing, magick life and miracles. thank you for stabilizing as i am. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me be my reason for feeling good. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me let go of my attachments. thank you for helping me flow with grace. thank you for helping me let go. thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware?
i am aware that i am aware. i am aware that i have limited the unlimited. no more!

thank you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for revealing the magick again! thank you for the good mood! thank you for the positive attitude! thank you for helping me make my best work! thank you for all you give me! thank you for plenty of money! thank you for perfect timing! thank you for helping me take advantage of this day! thank you for helping me carpe diem! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me help! thank you for helping me feel good about myself because oneness is seen! thank you for helping me surrender the psychological suffering! thank you for helping me see through the illusion of the separate self! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me help! thank you for the miracles today! thank you god for replacing me with you!

thank you for the miracles and magick life. thank you for the passive income and perfect timing. thank you for the inspiration to make my best work. thank you for helping me be aware of being aware. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me act with love. thank you for helping me BE LOVE. thank you for helping me give the love i want to receive. thank you for helping me practice what i preach. thank you for helping me feel grateful when i feel taken for granted. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the miracles and magick life. thank you for the relief. thank you for helping me be grateful for what i have. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life. thank you for helping me have the best day of my life!

am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life and passive income and perfect timing! thank you for the love yeah love! thank you for helping me stay sober today! thank you god for replacing me with you!