today

Jessica Mullen

today

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit here uncomfortably. why. do you always sit like this. watch yourself breathe out and wonder what will happen. watch yourself breathe in and wonder what will happen. watch yourself want to take action but not sure what. watch yourself feel empty and lonely already. watch yourself wish for better days. watch yourself wish for love. watch yourself want to remember the love...

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems and i am already in love because there is no separation. when i am aware i have no problems.

am i aware? this is the sacred question.

yes i am resisting doing this writing. this editing of the writing.

yes i hear the alarm going off. yes i want to have a good day. yes i want to have fun. yes i want to be fun. yes i want to create! yes i want to enjoy the day. yes i want magick life and miracles. yes i want to be aware of being aware. i want god to replace me. i want to feel good. i want to have fun. i want to be fun and uplifting. i want to ask more questions. i want to give and share.

--later--

watch yourself sit here and almost get mad but you're not going there today. yes i am annoyed. yes i am frustrated. yes i am seeking. yes i am wanting. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here. yes i am sitting here. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting here. yes i am aware.

am i aware? i am aware of the presence of god. i am aware of the weather. i am aware of the cicadas. i am aware of the lawn mowers and trimmers. i am aware of the breeze. i am aware of being in a good mood and fuck all the haters. i am aware of weird twitches. i am aware of breathing in.

yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am frustrated. yes i am trying to wrangle my attention. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting in this chair. yes my hip flexor feels tight. yes i want to create. yes i want to eat that salad. yes i want to have a good day. yes i am frustrated. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here wondering. yes i am annoyed. yes i am trying to let it go.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the love and connection. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life and miracles. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the cure. thank you for the things happening in my favor.

thank you! for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the flow of well being! thank you for the pure awareness i am! thank you for the inspiration and motivation! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the pure awareness i am! thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for getting the separate self out of the way. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the miracles and magick life.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for the good feeling inside. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for thank you working. thank you for am i aware working. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the adventure and fun! thank you for the health and well being! thank you for my friends and family! thank you god for replacing me with yoU! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me wtih you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you god for replacing me with you!

am i aware?
i am aware that i am aware. yes i am aware that i am aware. i am shining as the light of knowing in which this apppears. i am shining as the light of knowing in which this is arising. i am shining as the light of knowing. i can just say thank you to it all. it's all happening in my favor!

thank you! i know it's happening in my favor! thank yOU! i know it's happening in my favor! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me stay sober today! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you thank you thank you!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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