it’s happening in my favor…

Jessica Mullen

it’s happening in my favor…

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit here. watch yourself listen to the hold music and the guy outside yelling "FUCK". watch yourself breathe in and wonder when k will get up. watch yourself feel drained but ready. watch yourself feel anxious and butt hurt. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself feel offended. watch yourself give up. TRUST, god says. it's happening in your favor, god says.

watch yourself want to meddle. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself still have your feelings hurt. watch yourself to lash out. watch yourself want to rebel. watch yourself feel angry. watch yourself feel stifled. watch yourself feel so fucking mad. watch yourself wonder who's car door that was. watch yourself want to feel better. watch yourself breathe out and want to check the weather.

watch yourself feel anxious and defeated. watch yourself want to have a good day. watch yourself want to feel inspired and creative. watch yourself want to work on this journal. watch yourself wonder how this is happening in my favor.

yes i am annoyed. yes i am frustrated. yes i am wondering what phone service to switch to.

yes i am on hold and i'm frustrated. yes i am wondering what the fuck i'm going to do about this stupid phone plan. yes i am maddddd. yes i am frustrated. yes i am wondering what to do. yes i am frustrated. yes i am breathing in. yes i am mad i've been on hold for 17 minutes. yes i am frustrated. yes i am angry. yes i am sad. yes i am kind of depressed. yes i am giving my power away. yes i am distracted. yes i am ready to get this class over with. yes i am frustrated. yes i've been up for 2.5 hours. yes i amfrustrated. yes i am wanting:

i want:
an apology
attention
airvoice to fix their site
to get this class over with
to make this journal
to make my best work
to feel good about my life
to remember to BE AWARE OF BEING AWARE

am i aware?
i am aware of the hold music. i am aware of very mild hunger. i am aware of feeling a little queasy. i am aware of the sound of the trees outside blowing in the wind. i am aware of wanting to write poetry but feeling too... harsh? blunt? rough?

i am aware of feeling disappointed. i am aware that i am the source. time to switch to thank you.

thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the phone service solution. thank you for the love and connection. thank you for the income and sales and orders. thank you for the inspiration. thank you for the good news. thank you for the best day of my life. thank you for the magick life. thank you for helping me feel better. thank you for helping me trust god. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober todya. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the good news. thank you for the relief. thank you for the love. thank you for the connection. thank you for the passive income. thank you for the new subscribers. thank you for the creative inspiration. thank you for the time affluence. thank you for the inbox income. thank you for the ability to be aware that i am aware.

am i aware?? yes i am aware of the presence of god! I am aware of wanting to record a new video. i am aware of wanting. i am aware of feeling lack. i am aware of noticing that i feel separation and lack and agitation. i am aware that i am ignoring being aware!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me be aware of being aware. WOULD YOU RATHER THINK ABOUT IT OR HAVE IT?!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the magick life and perfect timing. thank you for the good news. thank you for the relief and flow. thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for perfect timing and plenty of money. thank you for plenty to give and share. thank you for limitless resources. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you god for the magick life. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for helping me out of the thought stream. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the good news and relief. thank you for the ability to BE AWARE OF BEING AWARE. thank you for helping me be aware of being aware. thank you for helping me make my best work. thank you for helping me remember to RELAX IT'S ALL HAPPENING IN MY FAVOR!!!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you for hte magick life. thank you for helping me be aware that i am aware. thank you for the solutions. thank you for helping me remember I AM THE SOURCE. I AM THE SOURCE. I AM THE SOURCE!!!!!!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the love. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the resolution. thank you for the magickal assistance. thank you for helping me trust the flow and the process. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

yes i am feeling better.
thank you god for replacing me with you.
thank you for the magick life, the perfect timing, the ability to relax and trust it's happening in my favor.
AM I AWARE??
YES I AM AWARE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD
I AM SHINING AS THE LIGHT OF KNOWING IN WHICH THIS APPEARS!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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