notice the place within you that’s not struggling

Jessica Mullen

notice the place within you that’s not struggling

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit here, anxious and angry at airvoice. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself listen to the rain. am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems. am i aware?

watch yourself tell yourself to read being aware of being aware again. watch yourself try to get comfortable in your chair. watch yourself remember, say yes to what is.

yes i am anxious. yes i am frustrated. yes i am pissed. yes i am mad at myself for taking action out of anxiety. yes i am annoyed. yes i am frustrated, yes i am annoyed. yes i am furious. yes i am regretting. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am frustrated. yes i am mad!!

yes i am anxious. yes i am breathing out. yes i am mad because they could have warned me!!!! yes i am hungry. yes i am mad, yes i want to escape.

yes i want chemical relief. yes i want everything to do itself. yes i am breathing in. yes i am looking at the clock and listening to the coffee pot click. yes i am breathing out. yes i am frustrated. yes i want more coffee. yes i want my breakfast. yes i want to be less mad. yes i want the airvoice resolved!!!

yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am noticing my attachment an dependence on my phone and internet. yes i am scared. yes i am anxious. yes i am frustrated. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious.

yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting more. yes i am remembering: am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems.

as soon as i get one thing, another problem comes. but when i am aware i have no problems. am i aware?

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the rain and perfect timing. thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware? am i aware? yes i am aware of hte presence of god. am i awaer? am i aware? am i aware?
this is it this is the main event this is the beloved

am i aware?

am i aware? this is the beloved. am i aware? when i am aware i haave no problems.

THANK YOU! thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the airvoice solution. thank you for the magick life and miracles. thank you for the passive income. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the magick life. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me get out of the way. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for the solution. thank you for the miracle. thank you for the flawless victory passport and airvoice solution and travel. thank you god for replacing me wtih you.

THANK YOU! thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for the solutiosn! thank you for helping me remember I AM THE SOURCE! I AM THE SROUCE! I AM THE SOURCE! I AM THE SOURCE!

am i aware? when i sink int omy source i have no problems. am i aware> this is the sacred question. am i aware? am i aware? am i aware>?

i am aware of the flow of well being. i am aware of perfect timing. i am aware of the presence of god. i am aware that i can relax it's all happening in my favor, espcially the mistakes i made.

am i awarE? i surrender. am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems. no lack no agitation no separation no suffering. am i aware? am i aware?

when on the spot or wanting to take action, thank you god for replacing me with you
when feeling taken for granted or super anxious about outcome, THANK YOU, to know it's all happening in my favor
when resisting what is, YES
when neutral, AM I AWARE?

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems.
am i aware? notice the place within you that's not struggling.
it's calm. it's wordless. it's still.
it's holding everything, a blank invisible grid holding everything up.
notice the place within you that's not strugglign.

it holds the tightness in my chest. it notices it. it expands to fill everything. relax. relaxed. it's relaxed. i can relax.

notice the place within you that's not strugglign.
it notices thoughts reaching up the stairs. it notices judgement.
notice the place within you that's not struggling.

it sees mistakes but doesnt see them as mistakes, just what is

notice the place within you that's not struggling: pure being, pure awareness, stillness, calm, peace
notice the place within you that's not struggling: it notices stressed thoughts. it holds them and is still calm. calmate.

it's still and not trying to do anything or go anywhere, the need to take action subsides

notice the place within you that's not struggling: it notices the thoughts arising in nothing and lets them go back to nothing.

notice the place within you that's not struggling. it watches scenarios play out in imagination, but doesn't feel the heat that's normally there.

no rush. no time crunch. only peace and stillness. allowing. surrendering. holding. aware of the breath. humming. the being part is not struggling. it's just there.

notice the place within you that's not struggling.
it's the same answer to am i aware?

"that doesn't matter" is the response to thoughts of anxiety especially about the phone.
it notices the mind going off right away, thinking about social security and food stamps and calendars and resources and money and

notice the place within you that's not struggling. it lets the body relax. it notices snippets of dreams.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.