control is letting go

Jessica Mullen

control is letting go

Jessica Mullen
let yourself sit here.
watch yourself breathe out and feel anxious. watch yourself breathe in and pray you make time to meditate. watch yourself feel anxious. watch yourself notice how your fear is being out of control. watch yourself tell yourself control is letting go. i surrender. i let go. i give up.

watch yourself remember AM I AWARE

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems. when i am aware there is no lack or agitation or separation. am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god.

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems.

i am saying yes to what is. yes i am sitting here. yes i am wondering if i could work on the instructions. yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling hungry. yes i am anxious. yes i am wanting to escape. yes i am breathing out. yes i am overwhelmed.

yes i am caring what people think. yes i am wondering why people dont write back. yes i am constantly aware of power dynamics and struggles. yes i am trying to let go. yes i am trying to surrender. don't try. surrender.

i give up.

i am saying yes to what is.

yes i am anxious. yes i want to take a long walk. yes i want to feel better. yes i want to feel good in my body. yes i want to have and be fun. yes i want to feel relieved. yes i want to give. yes i want to share. yes i want to help.

yes i am uncomfortable. yes i am anxious. yes i am stressed. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am anxious. yes i am angry. yes i am annoyed. yes i am surprised at my choices. yes i am distracting myself logging into banks.

yes that bird is giving me a headache. yes i want chemical relief. yes i am wasting time logging into banks on teh weekend. yes i am braething in.

yes i am anxious. yes i am forgetting i am the source.

I AM THE SOURCE!

thank you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for replacing me with yoU! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me stay sobertoday! thank you for the magick life and. miracles! thank you for the love! Thank you for the connection1 thank you for the smooth peaceful relationships!

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me help! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for helping me feel good in my body! thank you for helping me surrender my preferences! thank you for helping me trust the process of life and know everything is happening in my favor! thank you for helping me relax!

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for perfect timing! thank you for helping me get out of the way! thank you for helping me make my best work!

wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? wouldn't it be nice to surrender? wouldn't it be nice to be desireless? wouldn't it be nice to be free? wouldn't it be nice to see how perfect life is as it is? wouldn't it be nice to be aware of being aware? wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and trust? Wouldn't it be nice to feel light and playful and fun? Wouldn't it be nice

wouldn't it be nice to mind my own business? wouldn't it be nice to surrender? wouldn't it be nice to AWAKEN??

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems. am i aware?

thank you. thank you thank you thank you thank you for the miracles! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for helping me fele better! thank you for helping me say thank you! thank you for helping me flip the switch! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for helping me surrender attachment to outcome! thank you thank you thank you! thank you for the good mood! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the pure awareness i am! thank you! thank you god for replacing me wtih you! thank you for putting mne in the irhgt place att the right time!

thank you god for rpelacin gme wtih you! thank you for the magick life!

yes i am feeling better! yes i am feeling relieved! yes i am choosing to feel gratitude! yes i am choosing to be aware of being aware! yes i know it' shappening in my favor!

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with yoU! thank youg od for replacing me wiht you! thank you god for replacin me with you!

thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for the perfec ttiming! thank you for the flow! thank you for getting my separate self out of the way! thank you for replacing me with you thank you for helping me stay in control of my vibration! thank you for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me stay awake and conscious thank you god for replacing me with yOU! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick ilfe!

am i aware? i am aware of the flow of well being. i am aware of my sense of being. i exist. i am here. i am present. am i aware?
it's the easiest thing.
am i aware?
yes i am aware of hte presence of god
i am aware

i am shining as the light of knowing in which this is arising

am i aware?
thank you god for replacing me with you
THANK YOU!

yes i am feeling better
thank you god for replacing me with you
THANK YOU
am i aware?

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.