i am shining

Jessica Mullen

i am shining

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit here
tired but so happy
watch yourself be in pain
but so happy
i am shining
as the light of knowing
in which the thoughts appear
the sensing appears
the experience appears
experiencing experiencing experiencing

i am shining as the light of calm knowing
the silent light of awareness
i am shining as the light of knowing
in which everything appears
not affected, not attached
just containing, holding, watching, being it all

i am shining as the light of calm knowing
at ease because nothing can touch me
i am the backdrop of it all
blissfully holding it all
blissfully in love with it all

watch yourself sit here excited about the day
watch yourself breathe out and remember the system

yes to what is
thank you god for replacing me with you
thank you
am i aware? i am

i am shining as the light of knowing in which this writing is happening
i am shining as the light of knowing in which the thoughts are coming
i am holding it all, unaffected by it all

i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining as the light of knowing

i am saying yes to what is
yes i am shining as the light of knowing
i can't unknow it i can't unfeel it
it is what it is

who is asking the question who am i?
just this
this
i am
that's all
i am

i am shining
i am shining as the light of knowing in which tired body is happening
i am shining as the light of knowing in which music is playing
it's all so beautiful it's all so flawless it's all so perfect and exquisite i could cry

i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining as the light of knowing in which thoughts are appearing, when should i do this, should i do this, what time will this happen--i don't have to follow or attach to any of them

i am shining as the light of knowing i am shining as the light of knowing in which the breeze is blowing on this body's leg

i am shining as the light of knowing in which this breath is inhaling
i am shining as the light of knowing in which there is awareness of teeth getting brushed

i am shining as the light of knowing
it is subtle but once i know it is there i can always go there
i am shining as the light of knowing
in which this song is playing

i am shining as the light of knowing, in which lyrics are singing
i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining i know how to shine i can shine i am shining right now

i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining as the light of knowing
in which "spacing out" is happenining

i am the knowing that knows everything that's happening at all times

i am shining as the light of knowing i can feel it right now it's everywhere and everything and i am everywhere and everything
i am

i am that i am
i am always i am

it may be subtle but i have been still enough to sense it, finally
finally the search is over
the seeking is over
there is no more question
just the light of knowing in which thoughts appear

i am shining as the light of knowing
i am shining as the light of knowing in which all this perfect beauty is happening
no matter what happens
no matter what thoughts or emotions pass through this point of awareness
i am still shining, untouched, clean, perfect and whole, shining as the light of knowing
knowing
knowing
no matter what changes i am still shining as the light of knowing in which the changes happen
i am changeless i am formless i am just radiant knowing
constantly aware constantly in love
alive
nothing but everything
like closing eyes when tripping, the light is still shining
the light is always shining, knowing

i am shining as the light of knowing
in which tears are lightly forming
i am shining as the light of knowing in which thoughts are noticed
i am shining as the light of knowing
thank you
thank you god for replacing me with you
thank you for the awareness, the recognition.
thank you for the safe travels and return
thank you for the angels thank you for the relief thank you for the love permeating everything

i am shining as the light of knowing, the love in which it all appears
it loves it all so much so infinitely much so much

i am shining as the light of knowing, in which memories of a dream appear
i am shining as the light of knowing in which i feel final, complete, done with the search
i am shining as the light of knowing, in which completion is noticed. lack of seeking is noticed.

i am
found

thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for helping me stay sober thank you for the perfect timing thank you for the flow thank you for the magick life thank you for helping me stabilize as i am
i am shining as the light of knowing
i am pure knowing
i am knowing
i am

thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for bringing the search to an end
i can't believe it
i am shining as the light of knowing in which the thought "i can't believe it" arises
i am shining as the light of knowing in which miracles are happening
i am shining

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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