BRUTE FORCE

Jessica Mullen

BRUTE FORCE

Jessica Mullen
yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am irritated capone is down. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am hungry. yes i am impatient. yes i want to get my errands over with. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am choosing to be aware of being aware.

am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?

yes i am aware that i am aware. yes i am sitting in this chair. am i aware? am i aware?

yes i am distracted. yes i want more motivation. yes i want to work on SoLD and my site and catch a wind. yes i am yawning. yes i am tired. yes i am wanting more coffee. yes i am impatient.

yes i am listening to the robin call. yes i am sitting here. yes my legs are falling asleep. yes i am thinking about the past.

am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?

all i have to do is be aware that i am aware.
am i aware?

yes i am aware. i am aware. yes i am.

am i aware?

am i aware?

it's like a fog lifts. the overlay of thought. a veil or mesh that was clouding my eyes. am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?

when i am aware i have no problems. when i am aware there is no lack or agitation. when i am aware there is no separation. this tree bears immediate fruit!

am i aware?

am i aware?

yes i am distracted. yes i am ready for breakfast. yes i need to water the plants on the porch. yes i am stressing about the size of this roast.

yes i am stressing about details. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here. yes i am sitting here. yes i am sitting here thinking about other peoples injuries.

am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you for the perfect timing and magick life. thank you for plenty of money. thank you for my friends and family and cleveland. thank you for the b est day of my life!

am i aware?

thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the best day of my life. thank you for the miracles. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you. thank you.

yes i am googling cleaning things. yes i am breathing in. yes i am hungry. yes i am anxious. i am anxious because i am caring what people think. i am anxious because i want to please. i am anxious because i feel like i have something to lose.

breathing in i love myself!
breathing out i don't give a fuck!

thank you for the best cooking run ever. thank you for the best dish we've ever made. thank you for the magick life and miracles. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the love and connection. thank you for helping me become aware of awareness. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the good attitude. thank you for the good feelings. be it to see it! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the best day of my life and the perfect timing! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the magick life!

thank you for helping me not give a fuck what people think. am i aware? yes i am
am i aware? yes i am
am i aware? yes i am
this tree bears immediate fruit!

am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?

am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?

BRUTE FORCE THAT SHIT

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the magickal garden. thank you for the presence to enjoy the things i have. thank you for the passive income and inbox income. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me get the separate self out of the way. thank you god for replacing me wiht you.

yes i am feeling better. yes it is crazy how writing always works. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out! yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am slouching in this chair. yes i am yawning.

yes i am feeling more patient. yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling more relaxed.

i don't have to give a fuck! i don't have to care! i can trust the process of life! i can let it be fun and easy!

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the best day of my life! thank you for the fact that AM I AWARE? works! thankk you for the presence! Thank you for the gifts! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the love! thank you for the connection! thank you for the magick life and magickal rendezvous!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the flawless victory crock pot meal. thank you for the best trip of my life. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the magick life of am i aware. thank you for letting am i aware work. thank you for the awareness of awareness. thank you for the oneness being seen.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the wind to work on SoLD and my site. thank you for the new journal. thank you for the relaxation. thank you for helping me let the separate self go. thankk you for the best day of my life!

am i aware? am i aware?

it's so simple! it's so easy! am i aware?
yes i am!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.