watch yourself get fucking wrapped up again. watch yourself breathe in and sit uncomfortably. watch yourself feel anxious. watch yourself feel so fucking anxious like you did something wrong! watch yourself wish you were better at resting as you are! am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?? am i aware??? am i aware?!??!?!??!

watch yourself want the brute force to work. watch yourself feel so fucking anxious! watch yourself feel so fucking anxious! it feels like tense shoulders
and i can't breathe and my shoulders and arms are clenched and tense
and i can't relax my shoulders
and i want to cry to release this tension this feeling like i did something wrong this feeling like i'm not good enough this feeling like i'm fucking up this feeling like there is not enough i could do in the entire world to feel better

watch yourself feel so fucking anxious jesus fucking christ watch yourself feel like a failure like you fucked up becuase you didnt focus your attnetion good enough to control life today! what the fuck! what the fuck! what the fuck!

watch yourself have a headache trying to fucking understand what the fuck is goin gon
feeling tightness everywhere
tension everywhere

not sitting right becuase youre too on edge to relax what the fuck
it hurts
so tense so anxious
i feel like a failure
what the fuck what the fuck
should i have done something i dont knowwww
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

i surrender i give up am i aware
when i am aware i have no problems
we should have gone somewhere?!
when i am aware i ahve no problems
when i am aware i have no problems
when i am aware i have no problems

no lack no agitation no separation

why do i feel like i did something wrong
why do i feel like i did something wrong

when there is no doer
and no wrong

"i did something wrong" is a false thought
who the uck is i

but i still feel so anxious like i cant breathe
i cant breathe
shoulders are a little more relaxed
headache is a little relaxed

i dont give af uck? is that what i'm supposed to do?
am i aware? am i aware? am i aware? am i aware?

am i aware?
when i am aware i have no problems
when i am aware there is no agitation
when i am aware there is no lack
when i am aware there is no separation

thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god fo rrpelacing me with you thank you god for rpelacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank yo ugod for replacing me with you

am i aware?
i am aware that i am aware
yes i am aware
am i not aware??
no i am def aware
am i aware?
am i not aware?

when i am not aware that i am aware
i make problems
i see lack
i am agitated
i am separate

am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?
am i aware?

am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?

i'm just sitting here with my legs tingling thinking about how i want to delete my website
i'm just thinking with my dick
my shit dumb

am i not aware??

am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?

am i not aware?
am i not aware?
am i not aware?

when i am aware i have no problems

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thank you god for replacing me wtih you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you

thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with yout

am i aware? when i am aware i have no problems no lack no agitation no separation
and right now i have a problem
i see lack i am agitated i am separate

when i am aware i have no problems
when i am aware i have no problems
when i am aware i have no problems
am i not aware? am i not aware?

wouldn't it be nice to pull it together!

thank you! thank you ! thank you

thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for helping me help! thank you for gettng me the fuck out of the way!T hank you god for replacing me with ou! thank you god for replacing me with ou! thank you for gettng me out of the way! thank you for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank ou god for replacing me with ou

thank you for helping me help thank you for hleping me stay sober thank you god for replacing me with you thank ou god for replacing me with you

am i not aware?

wouldn't it be nice to get a life? wouldn['t it be nice to lightn up? wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it eb nice to get a life? Wouldn[t it b enice to be life? instead of all this thinking?

wouldn't it b enice to have a good night? wouldn't it b niece to relac? wouldn't it b enie to relax and tru st??

thank ou! thank you! thank you ! thank you thank you1

thank you for sparing me thank you for this time thank you for the space thank you for the perfect timing thank you god for replacing me with ou thank you god fo rrplreinac gme ith you

am i not aware?