am i aware???????

Jessica Mullen

am i aware???????

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk feeling weird. watch yourself try to take your own advice. watch yourself feel rushed like you're trying to escape or be somewhere else. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself try to relax your body. watch yourself feel weird in the head. watch yourself breathe out and try to get into alignment. watch yourself be here now. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself sit here now. watch yourself sit here and be here now. watch yourself be here now. watch yourself try to be. watch yourself tell yourself you're already being. watch yourself feel angry because you can't stop trying to control. watch yourself breathe out and feel anxious. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself try to feel better. watch yourself want to feel better. watch yourself want to not be mad. watch yourself feel frustrated because you always want to control timing. watch yourself breathe in. watch yoursel fbreahte out. watch yourself feel tired in the shoulders. watch yourself want a massage. watch yourself wonder what you want. watch yourself breahte out and ask what do iw ant

to be in a good mood
to feel good in my body
to feel free from attachment
to feel free
to feel free
to feel loved
to feel free and loved
to feel the sun

watch yourself sit here and feel over caffeinated. watch yourself sit here and try to relax. watch yourself breathe in and try to relax. watch yourself breathe out and try to relax. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself wonder what to write next. watch yourself want to be back in the flow. watch yourself want to feel more relaxed. watch yourself want to hit the pen. watch yourself breathe out and tell yourself to wait. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself feel sour. watch yourself want to feel better. watch yourself want to feel magickal. watch yourself wish you had trusted life. watch yourself tell yourself you didn't make the choice the oneness did. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe in.w atch yourself breathe out and want to feel loved. watch yourself try to relax. watch yourself tell yourself to relax. watch yourself tell yourself to be here now. watch yourself tell yourself to let go. let it go. let it go. let it go. let it go.

watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself feel your eye twitch. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself want a massage. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself want to feel better. watch yourself feel tired of trying to control. watch yourself want to surrender. watch yourself feel tired of trying to control. watchyourself feel tired.

watch yourself try to remember how to let go of control. watch yourself feel frustrated. watch yourself want to be light and have fun. watch yourself want to produce but not feel like doing anything. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself feel anxious. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself want to feel in a good mood. watch yourself breathe out.

watch yourself feel mad at yourself for not being lighter. watch yourself want to feel fun and playful. watch yourself want to relax and enjoy. watch yourself want a massage. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself try to trust the process of life and let go of your stupid personal preferences.

watch yourself tell yourself to STOP
trying to control
STOP trying to rush to get somewhere else! always trying to get to what's next! never happy where you are! be happy where you are! this is it! this is the beloved! even this is the beloved! let it be easy! let it be fun! let yourself enjoy it! let yourself be here now! let yourself enjoy where you are!

am i aware?
when i am aware i have no problems
am i aware?
when i am aware i have no prooblems
am i aware? when i am aware there is no separation or lack or agitation
and i am clearly agitated so i am clearly not aware of being aware!

am i aware?
yes i am aware of the flow of well being
i am aware of the presence of god
i am aware that i am aware
i am aware that i am aware

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me help. thank you god for replacing me wiht you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me let go of trying to control. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

THANK YOU GOD FOR REPLACING ME WITH YOU!

thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for helping me trust. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for bringing me back to earth back to this moment. thank you for helping me be present today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me be the witness. thank you for helping me help.

I AM SIMPLY IDENTIFYING AS PURE AWARENESS. am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god. i am aware. i am aware. i am aware.

am i aware?
that's all i have to do! i am the source!
am i aware? that's all i have to do!
when i am aware i have no problems! when i am aware i have no problems! when i am aware i have no problems! when i am aware there is no separation! when i am aware there is no separation! when i am aware there is no separation!!!

what do i want?
love and connection and oneness. i want oneness to be seen! i want to be replaced with god! ONENESS IS SEEN!

I AM NOT SUFFERING THIS ANYMORE! am i aware?

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.