the tao is up

Jessica Mullen

the tao is up

Jessica Mullen
hopeless
hopeless to change anything about right now hopeless to try to hope it could be something different
hopeless to try to feel any other way
hopeless to wish it was different
helpless i cannot help or be helped

meaningless it's meaningless how i feel it's just arising and disappearing
i can stay as i am
hopeless
nothing to change
helpless
nothing to do
meaningless

watch yourself sit here and feel zero motivation. watch yourself want to feel better. i've noticed i feel crabby and that's ok. i've noticed i feel angry and that's ok. i've noticed i feel unfulfilled and that's ok. i've noticed i feel stressed and that's ok. i've noticed i feel annoyed and that's ok. i've noticed i feel incomplete and that's ok. i've noticed i feel separate and that's ok.

i've noticed i feel depressed and thats ok. i've noticed i feel anxious and that's ok. i've noticed i don't feel compassion and that's ok. i've noticed i feel crabby and that's ok. i've noticed i'm in a bad mood and that's ok. i've noticed i'm frustrated and that;s ok.

i've noticed i don't feel good and that's ok. i've noticed i'm anxious and that's ok. i've noticed i'm anxious and that's ok. i've noticed i feel depressed and that's ok.

hopeless helpless meaningless hopeless helpless meaningless hopeless helpless meaningless

it's hopeless
nothing should change
nothing to fight
i'm helpless
nothing to do
just an unfolding
i'm not doing it

it's meaningless
these thoughts are meaningless this writing is meaningless it's just happening
no rush just unfolding just relaxing just let go who cares it just doesn't matter i want to get the things done but i cant
just let go just let it unfold i just don
t care

its hopeless
i'm helpless
it's meaningless

hopeless
hopeless
helpless
helpless
meaningless
it's just the unfolding
making this happen
it's just the unfolding

mind wants to care
awareness just watches
unfolding unfolding unfolding
trust trust trust
surrender surrender surrender trust the process of life let it all go
let it go let it go

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.