TRUST

Jessica Mullen

TRUST

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in and want to time master. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in and feel a little irritable. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself remember:
thank you god. thank you god for replacing me with you.
TRUST

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for helping me help. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

watch yourself worry about your phone. TRUST.

surrender surrender surrender let go let go let go trust trust trust

thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you.

thank you for the perfect timing and perfect health. thank you for the clients and passive income. thank you for my friends and family. thank you for replacing me wtih you. thank you for my strength. thank you for the perfect health. thank you for replacing me with you.

wouldn't it be nice if my phone fixed itself> wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and enjoy? Wouldn't ti be nice to just let go and stay as i am and trust?

wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to work on the zine? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and trust and let go? Wouldn't it b enice to feel the best ive ever felt?

wouldn't it be nice to let the flow through me and just let it out and let go and feel better and better? wouldn't it be nice to breathe deeply and enjoy every moment including now? wouldn't it be nice to stay as i am and be present?

am i awre? yes i am awre of the presence of god
i am aware

am i aware? yes i am aware
watch yourself unfocus your eyes and feel annoyed that you're not more energized watch yourself want to hurry through this but know it's because you are dreading future activities... watch yourself think about the future, what next, what next, what next. watch yourself wonder what you will wear watch yourself remember a glimpse of a dream watch yourself breathe in.

watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself feel in love. watch yourself tell yourself

CUT

watch yourself tell yourself to be aware of being aware because that's what always cleans it up. TRUST. and be aware of being aware.

watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit in this chair. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself relax your shoudlers and think about the garden. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself feel anxious and ...

watch yourself sit here. awtch yourself tell yourself to focus and remember pure awareness is waht notices focus or not there is no need to FOCUS

just watch

watch yourself sit here. am i aware? yes i am aware of being in this body i am aware of being here i can tell when i am present or not i am here now i am in my body i am in this moment i am in joy in myself

i am letting go of my resistance i am here now i am describing the presence even though there aren't words here i can let the mind flow go while i stay the watcher

watch yourself remember the past when you bought this pack of plastic ants at santas world or whatever that place was called

watch yourself breathe out and be here now

watch yourself judge and judge and judge and resist and resist and seek and think if my phones fixed then ill be happy if i do class then ill be happy

watch yourself watch the mind and come back to your body watch yourself breathe in and be here now watch yourself remember your tricks up your sleeve

CUT with am i aware
cut that shit cut those tendrils

and TRUST when something you don't like comes. TRUST TRUST TRUST

and thank god feel that feeling thank god thank god thank god

i am choosing to feel the way i want to feel today.
thank you! thank you god! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the love! thank you for the magick life thank you for the good mood! thank you for the coffee! Thank you for the rest and energy! thank you for the good day! thank you for spring! thank you for the magick life! Thank you for the love hyeah love!

thank you fofr this day! thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for the magick life! thank you for the music! thank you for the love! Thank you for the magick life! thank you for the good news thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for helping me stay sober today!

thank you for the garden and the fun and the working phone thank you for the love yeah love thank you god for replacing me with yoU thnak you god for replacing me with you!

io am letting life live me. i am living the magick life. i am trusting the process of life. TRUST! tRUST!

i am staying as i am. i am aware of awareness. i am letting life live me. thank you god for replacing me with yoU!
TRUST!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.