no one there

Jessica Mullen

no one there

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk so sleepy. watch yourself pluck a piece of hair off your fingernail. watch yourself breathe out and listen to calle 13. watch yourself feel a little crabby bc you're tired and already had 2 cups of coffee. watch yourself feel anxious. watch yourself breathe in and feel anxious. watch yourself breathe out and sit here and unfocus your eyes. Watch yourself breathe in and sit here. watch yourself breathe out and sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself relax your shoulders. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out and feel grateful for the time. watch yourself breathe in and listen to the lyrics. watch yourself breathe out and feel your mind seek. remember there is nothing to gain or lose.

watch yourself breathe out and feel sleepy and want to take a nap. watch yourself breathe out and feel nervous in your stomach. watch yourself breathe out and seek. watch yourself sit here cozy and sleep but anxious because you want to feel more energized.

who am i who is sitting here? who am i who is so concerned about someone else? who am i who wants to control so bad? who am i who is breathing in? Who am i who is breathing out? Who am i who is sitting here? Who am i who is breathing in/? Who am i who is missing someone? who am i?

who am i who is sitting here?
ok dreaming

who am i who is breathing in?
life

who am i who is feeling tired?
a stressed body finally relaxing

who am i who is constantly trying to come up with ways to help and give and serve?
an ego who wants to be loved

who am i who is wondering what k is doing?
an ego afraid to be vulnerable

who am i who is breathing in?
just it, isness, just what is

who am i who is relaxing?
the mind turning around to rest in its source

who am i who is shaky?
just life living

who a mi who is feeling more and more relieved?
the mind settling, relaxing back into the source
dissolving into the infinite

who am i who is breathing in?
a ghost, an illusion

who am i who is breathing out and listening to music and thinking about what someone else is doing?
just a being enjoying being

thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you for the flawless victory. thank you for the good news.

thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the surrender. thank you for the good mood. thank you for the wind in the wife. thank you for the good music. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you for writing always working. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for doing my bidding. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for helping me help. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the magick life. thank you for helping me trust. thank you for letting life live me. thank you for the plenty of money. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the fun times. thank you for the love and connection. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the best day of my life!

thank you for the perspective. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the chosen family. thank you for the friends and family. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the pure awareness i am. thank you for the alien activity.

thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me wake up into pure awareness.

who am i who is spacing out during this
just the watcher watching it happen
who am i who is watching the watcher?
the silent witness who is nothing and everything

who am i who wants to read being aware of being aware again?
mind wants to fly

who am i who is so cold?
a still body of life

who am i who is spacing out and checkng her phone?
distraction, ego, activity

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

who am i who is wanting to control someone else? life taking care of life
who am i who is so obsessed? someone trying to please, an ego wanting to get back

who am i who is remembering there is nothing to gain or lose?
right. stillness.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the love and connection. thank you for helping me stay as i am. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the magick life. thank you for the solutions. thank you for the angels. thank you for the best day of m y life! Thank you for helping me help! Thank you for moving through me. thank you for making me a vessel for your love. thank you for helping me. thank you for doing my bidding. thank you for doing my bidding. thank you for doin my bidding. thank you for the miracles and magick life. thank you for the inspiration! thank you for the wind to make new work!

what do i want?
perfect timing
love and connection
to make new work
catch up on emails
ice cream money

thank you for the perfect timing! thank you for plenty of ice cream money! thank yo ufor the love and connection! thank you for the inspiration and energy to make new work! thank you for the inbox 0! thank you for so much ice cream money!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.