no more suffering

Jessica Mullen

no more suffering

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk and remind yourself when you are aware you have no problems. am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god. i'm not suffering that anymore!

watch yourself breathe out and wonder what's going on outside. watch yourself breathe in and wonder what to write about. watch yourself breathe out and want to work on your zine. it's time!

watch yourself sit here and wonder if the water is boiling. watch yourself notice it getting a little lighter out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out and want more coffee. watch yourself feel hungry. watch yourself wonder what will happen. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself sit here.

watch yourself want to work on your video and your zine. watch yourself wonder if writing is worth the time. watch yourself tell yourself yes of course it is always worth it because it always works. writing always works.

watch yourself miss it. watch yourself breathe out and sit here. watch yourself breathe in and sit here. watch yourself feel a little anxious. watch yourself relax your shoulders. watch yourself breathe in and ask am i aware?

watch yourself breathe out and think about calling your family. watch yourself breahte out and feel happy about your suiblings. watch yourself stop caring abtou typos and want to get this over with. watch yourself wonder what primpt to ouse because words are so fucked up adn why sit here writing wrods??

watch yourself breathe out and want to focus on love.

i am loving what is. i am loving having time to write and meditate and journal in the morning. i am loving having a saturday morning to myself. i am loving feeling good about my life. i am loving feeling good in my body! i am loving feeling good this momrning. i am loving feeling loved and connected. i am loving the sound of the buddies. i am loving the quiet time. i am loving that my body got up at 715. i am loving feeling rested. ia m loving being here now. i am lioving that the heat came back on. i am loving remembering to be grateful.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for reminding me to take nothing for granted. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the magick life nad flawless victory appointments. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for the passive income and orders and payments. thank you for the surprise checks int he mail. thank yo ufor the blissful life in cleveland. thank you for cleveland. thank you for the power of am i aware. thank you for this moment. thank you for helping me. thank you for helkping me help. thank yo ugod for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for helping me help. thank you for replacing me with you.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank yo ufor the health and heat and electricity and plymbing and water. thank you for the love and connectiona nd friendships. tahnk you for replacing me with you. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for hte magick life. thank yo ufor helping me stay as i am. pureawareness.

thank you for helping me remember that no matter what happens i dont mind. thank you for helping me feel good now. thank you for the love and connection and synchronicities and perfect timing. thank you for the blueberry jam synchronicity. thank you for the magickal days and nights. thank you for the good sleep. thank you for the perfec ttiming. thank you for the inspiration. thank you for plenty of money. thank you for plenty of time. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for the magick life. thank yo ufor the love!

i am loving having time to write. ia m loving feeling good in my body. i am loving learning to be my reason for feeling good. i am loving relaxing into the flow. ia m loving feeling good and light this morning. i am loving feeling playful. i am loving feeling good about life. i am loving being connected and in the flow. ia m loving wher ei am. i am loving what i get to do. i am loving feeling successful. i am loving living the magick life!

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? wouldn't it be nice to clean up the following:

- micro
- new gurl
- corazon
- new work
- emails

wouldn't it be nice to remember that when i am aware i have no probems. wouldn't it be nice to remember that IT'S ALL HAPPENING IN MY FAVOR??

am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god. ia m aware of the god self within. i am aware of wanting to do the pro plan again. i am aware of feeling hungry. ia m aware of thinking about the future. ia m aware i ahve npo pronblems!

i am loving this time to write and focus. i am loving feeling good in my body. i am loving remembering that it's all happening in my favor! i am loving knowing im in the right place at the righ ttime. i am loving trusting the process of life. i am loving remembering my favorite thoughts:

whatever happens, i don't mind
nam myoho renge kyo
thank you!
thank you god for replacing me with you
am i aware?
who am i?
what can love do today?
let it play
WATCH!

here's what's going to happen: i'm going to have the best day of my life. i'm going to experience perfect timing and relaxation. everything will flow. there will be magick and synchronicities and love. today is the best day of my life! watch!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.