singular

Jessica Mullen

singular

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk, tired and overwhelmed. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself sit here watching kelly through the doorway. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breahte in. watch yourself feel anxious about the moving parts.


12 hours later...

the moving parts moved in harmony, in perfect timing, in synchronicity. the moving parts flowed on their own. all i had to do was put myself in god's hands.

god i am in your hands.

whatever you give is what i want. god i am in your hands. god i am in your hands.

watch yourself start going down that path and ... it's time to go elsewhere
the pathless path

am i aware? yes i am aware of the flow of love i am aware of the presence of god
god i am in your hands

thank you god for replacing me with you.

god i am in your hands. god i am in your hands, god i am in your hands.

god i am in your hands
god i am in your hands
god i am in your hands

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to relax? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live Me?

am i aware? yes
i am saying yes to what is
yes i am tired yes i am breathing out yes i am distracted yes my eyes are tired yes i am ready for bed yes i am distracted

yes i am distracted thinking thoughts
yes i am here now even this is observerd
i am observing
i am observing the writing
i am observing the breathing in
i am observing the tension in the back and the desire to trigger point it
i am observing the struggle to put things in words
i am observing the word completa
i am observing my feet falling asleep
i am observing my back stretching
i am observing a little anxiety thinking about. the future

i am observing a little headache i guess we'll never know why
i am observing a little hunger
i am observing my feet falling asleep
i am observing breathing in
i am observing the lyrics
i am observing mind trying to remember the good feeling thought
god i am in your hands
it still works
i am observing it still works
i am observing breathing in
i am observing how observing is energizing
i am observing desires to make something good
i am observing wanting to make something healthy
i am observing overthinking

i am observing the obsessive googling beginning
i am observing wanting to make good sweet potatoes
i am observing braething in and thinking about ketchup
i am observing breathing out and trying to think of solutions
i am observing breathing in
i am observing thinking
i am observing
remembering
it's all happening in my favor and i like the challenge
god i am in your hands god i am in your hands god i am in your hands
god i am in your hands god i am in your hands god i am in your hands

i surrender
i am just the observer
no dog in the fight
i surrender
whatever you give me is what i want
i surrender
i surrender
i am observing thinking about my to do list

i did a good job on it
i am here now i am focusing i am energized the observer is energizing
i am observing feeling rushed because i want to go to bed
i am observing thinking abtou mooji
i am observing yawning
i am observing a paranoid thought
let it play
i. am observing wanting to think the good feeling thought
god i am in your hands i surrender
it really does work

i am observing breathing in
i am observing breathing out

just let them be right
surrender

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life tomorrow
before
rested chipper in god's hands surrendered ready for anything
during
in love in love in love in love laughing in love
after
in god's hands in love in god's hands it's all good it all happened in my favor
i am flowing and flowing and so happy to be flowing
because god i am in your hands i know the flow is always the right path
god i am in your hands
like a little perfect bird
a little delicate baby animal
so happy to be carried around, safe, bringing peace and love to all who look at it
god i am in your hands

god i am in your hands
it's all working out for me

it has to have garlic and maybe a lean protein should it be another roast
should it be chicken in the pasta
should it be ground beef
is it too much beef it should be healthier

i want it to feel like
RELIEF! omg we did it again! topped ourselves! flawless victory! made is look easy! so happy and loving and connected and in the flow and joyful and pleased!

everyone is PLEASED! i am so pleased!

i am in the flow
saying yes to what is
living the magick life
connected
in teh flow

god i am in your hands surrendering every moment
god i am in your hands
i surrender i give up
god i am in your hands
i am there now
god i am in your hands
peaceful back in love
god i am in your hands
it's yes and thank you and love yeah love
it's am i aware yes i am
god i am in your hands
thank you thank you thank you thank you
thank you for replacing me with you

god i am in your hands
god i am in your hands

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.