if you believe in god you have nothing to fear

Jessica Mullen

if you believe in god you have nothing to…

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk, feeling a little rusty at your writing. watch yourself wonder the last time you did it. watch yourself try to piece together what you did this week. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself feel weird. watch yourself feel groggy. watch yourself want to pull it together. watch yourself want more coffee. watch yourself want to take a walk but it's below our tempeprature threshold.

watch yourself feel... ran through. watch yourself breahte out. watch yourself breahte in. watch yourself want to feel better. watch yourself want to go back to being aware of being aware. watch yourself feel a little mudddy minded. watch yourself feel tense in your hip flexor and know you have to get that TP out of your side.

watch yourself breathe out and cough. watch yourself try to relax. watch yourself tell yourself to surrender becaue you can tell you're getting uptight and feleing like there are too many loose ends. watch yourself breathe out and feel your mind start seeking.

watch yourself tab away to the deep dream processing because you're already trying to distract yourself .watch yourself wonder if you'll work out... you really want to. watch yourself relax your shoulders. watch yourself want k to get up. watch yourself feel excited to watch this next show. watch yourself breahte out. watch yourself still taste garlic on your breath. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself seek and resist. watch yourself notice the space.

watch yourself want to say yes and thank you to what is. watch yourself want more coffee NOW!

yes i want more coffee. yes i want k to get up. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i want more coffee. yes i want to open this message. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am trying to focus. yes i am remembering that pure awareness is what notices focus or not. yes i am breathing out. yes i am wanting to stay as pure awareness. yes i want to feel more energized. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out.

yes i am sitting here listening to the buddies thinking about this message. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting here. yes i am trying to come up with things to write. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling a tiny bit hungry. yes i am wanting to have fun! yes i am wondering what class to do. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am wanting to have a good day. yes my foot is falling asleep. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breahting out.

yes i am catching a wind. yes i am switching to thank you.

thank you for the heat and electricity. thank you for this morning. thank you for the coffee and water. thank you for the options. thank you for lpenty of money. thank you for time to rite. thank you for perfect timing. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me wiht you. thank you god for replcaing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today .thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for the perfect timing. thank yo ufor the magick life. thank you for hte love yeah love.

thank you for plenty of money. thank you for my time here. thank you for plenty of everything. thank you for the perfect timing and magick life. thank you for helping me stay sober today. tahnk you for the miracles. tahnk you for the focus. thank you forhte pure awareness i am. thank you for the love. thank you for the passive income. thank you for helping me remember to practice the feeling. thank you for helping me remember to surrender and let go.

i surrender!
let it play! i am letting it play!

thank you! thank you thank you! thank you god for replcaing me with you! thank you love for replacing me with you! thank you thank you thank you! thank you! thank you! thank you for the perfect timing and magick life! thank you! thank you for the pure awareness i am! Thank you for this day! Thank you for the love! Thank you for the miracles! thank you for helping me stay sober today! thank you for replacing me with you! THank you god for replacing me with you! thank you! thank you!

am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god! I am aware. am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god!

who am i who is sitting in this chair? who am i who has tightness in her hips? who am i who is distracted? who am i who is seeking? Who am i who is hungry? Who am i who is time mastering? Who am i who is seeking? Who am i who is wanting life to be another way? Who am i who is resisting what is? Who am i who is getting in the way? Who am i who is desperately trying to escape? who am i who is trying to escape? who am i trying to escape??

who am i who is wondering? who am i who is just now remembering

if you believe in god you have nothing to fear
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who am i who is yawning? who am i who is worried about the stove? Who am i who is seeking an altered state of mind? Who am i who is trying to control? Who am i who is time mastering? Who am i who is wondering? Who am i who is obsessing? Who am i who is wanting to run? Who am i who is feeling trapped and stifled? Who am i who is resisting the cold? Who am i who is breathing in? Who am i who is breathing out?

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.