YOU ARE LOOKING FOR YOU

Jessica Mullen

YOU ARE LOOKING FOR YOU

Jessica Mullen
watch yourself sit at your desk and try to surrender. let it play. let it play. observe, notice, watch, look. let it. let it like that. let it play.

watch yourself feel pain in your heart from longing. watch yourself want to write poetry. watch yourself want to make new work to distract yourself from the pain.

watch yourself hear dogs barking. watch yourself breathe out. let it play. let it. it's all happening in your favor.

watch yourself feel a little too warm. watch yourself hope you get to walk and work out today. watch yourself want to call your parents.

watch yourself wonder if you should put the mail bin out. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself try to relax. watch yourself remind yourself of all the things you know.

if you were stuck in this place for the rest of your life, could you still be happy?

witness the witness.
surrender.
i surrender.
let it play. control is letting go.
let it play.

thank you. thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you thank you thank you thank you. thank you thank you thank yoU!!!!! thank you!!!

am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god. i am. i am aware. am i aware?
YOU ARE LOOKING FOR YOU!

i surrender. let it play. thank you thank you thank you. yes. thank you.

i am saying yes to what is. yes i am breathing in. yes i am anxious. yes i am seeking. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am seeking something to fill the hole, to distract. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling love. yes i am noticing a pull. yes i am feeling desire. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting here. yes i am breathing out. yes i am trusting the process of life.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you.

yes i am breathing out. yes i am trusting the process of life. yes i am breathing in. yes i am connected.

let it play.
am i aware?
who am i?
thank you god for replacing me with you
i surrender

let it play

whatever is happening let it play
let it play out
life will surprise you
you don't have to interfere or get in the way.
surrender. let it play out. let go. let it play. control is letting go.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me wiht you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you. i surrender. let it play. i am letting it play.

YOU ARE LOOKING FOR YOU
let the left hand do it
let the left hand unveil

you are looking for you
let the flow through surrender and let go let it be easy let it dissolve you into the infinite
every time you come back it is sweeter and brighter, more glistening

watch yourself try to let the flow through
stop trying
let go of trying and just let it play

let it play
you are looking for you
let it play you are looking for you

watch yourself wonder if it is the humidifiers or dogs barking
watch yourself wonder if you can record a good vid on you are looking for you
teh magickal library reading today was "you never have to wonder"

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to be aware of being aware? Wouldn't it be nice to let it play and stop suffering? Wouldn't it be nice to talk to my family? Wouldn't it be nice to feel super excited about sold? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to meet the new nayb? Wouldn't it be nice to have something to give her? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and surrender and let it play and work itself out?

yes i am letting it play
i surrender
i give up
i give up i am letting it go

let it play

let that thought play
let that situation play let that comment play

let it play
surrender
let go
i am letting go

i am staying as i am
thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me see change is always good. thank you for helping me surrender and surf the winds of change thank you for replacing me with you thank you for replacing me wiht you

thank you god for replacing me wih tyou. i surrender. i give up. i am letting it play. i am getting out of the way. i surrender. i am letting it play. i give up. i give up .control is letting go. i surrender. i surrender

it's not dogs barking

i surrender
i give up
i am letting it play

let it play
you are looking for you!
you are looking for you!
you are looking for you!

surrender
i surrender
thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for replacing me wiht you.

i can have it anywhere if i stay aware of being aware
i can have anything when i am aware of awareness

it is me i am the source
you are looking for you !!!!!!!!!!!!

let it play
you are looking for you

i surrender. i am relaxed. i surrender. i let go. i give up.
let it play. i am letting it play. i surrender.
i give up.

thank you thank you thank you thank you god for replacing me with you thank you for the miracles thank you for replacing me with you thank you for helping me see everything is perfect and in its place

i surrender
let it play
you are looking for you!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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