watch yourself sit at your desk wondering what to reply if anything. watch yourself feel hungry and wonder what to eat. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself ask yourself what do i want?

to be loved. to feel loved and appreciated and cared for. for everyone to be really nice to me. to be taken care of. to be loved. to feel loved. and appreciated. to feel good. to feel loved. to love and be loved. to stay as i am pure awareness.

watch yourself breathe out and sit here. watch yourself breathe in and feel hungry. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself watch someone walk down the street. watch yourself relax your shoulders. watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself relax your body a little more. watch yourself remember

i surrender! thank you god for replacing me with you. am i aware?

this is the main event!

watch yourself breathe out and miss k. watch yourself breathe in and sit here. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself sit here. watch yourself sit here and look out the window. thank you god for replacing me with you.

thank you god for replacing me with you thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you.

i surrender. i let go. i give up. i surrender. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i surrender. i give up. i surrender. thank you god for replacing me with you. i surrender. i am not going to suffer that anymore. i refuse to suffer. am i aware? yes i am aware of the presence of god! i surrender! I let go!

i surrender. i give up. i let go. i surrender. i give up. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you for this breath. thank you for the relief. thank you for the love thank you! thank you for helping me remember the feeling! thank you! thank you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware? i am aware of the presence of god. i can get back here easily. i can always get back here easily.

i surrender,. i give up. i let go. i surrender. i give up. i let go. i surrender. i give up. i let go. thank you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you! thank you god for replacing me with you!

thank you for the health! thank you for the miracles and perfect timing. thank you for the love yeah love! thank you for the connection. thank you for the family and friends. thank you for replacing me with you.