Watch yourself sit at your desk to do your writing, which you haven't done in days. Watch yourself laugh at the timing because the instant you start it's time to stop. Watch yourself hope you have more time. Watch yourself remember that time is the motion of thought. Watch yourself feel excited to read. Watch yourself breathe out and look at your 3 woocommerce receipt emails. Watch yourself pray

THANK YOU!
Thank you god for replacing me with you!
Thank you love for replacing me with you!
Thank you for helping me stay sober today!
Thank you for helping me get the fuck out of the way!
Thank you for helping me help!

Watch yourself remember you counted to 3200 so far. Watch yourself breathe in and wonder what your singular focus today should be.

THANK YOU
Thank you love for replacing me with you
Nam myoho renge kyo
am i aware
who am i?
i am leaving it up to chance
i am relaxed
i am

feel it then see it. i want to feel love and magick MAGICK MAGICK. synchronicity and miracles and magick. it's time for synchronicity and magick and miracles. THANK YOU!

THANK YOU for the miracles and magick! Thank you for the perfect timing! THank you for the solutions! THank you for the best pump ever! THank you for the perfec titming! THank you for the perfect food for K. Thank you for the perfect timing of messages and communication. THank you for something to give. thank you for miracles and magick life. thank you for getting me out of the way. thank you for helping me stay as i am, that which watches whether i am focused or not. notices focus or not. i am awareness.

nothing is missing but god.
what is god
pure awareness
am i aware?
yes i am aware
practicing the presence of god
then you are aware, you are god
nothing is missing

watch yourself work on your zine but still not know your singular focus for the day.
am i aware?
yes i am aware of the presence of god!

who am i?
who am i who is hungry? Who am i who is time mastering and wanting to control the timing of things?

who am i who is realizing i am not relaxed?

who am i who wants a massage? Who am i who wants to give a massage?

who am i who is sitting in this chair? who am i who is waiting for k to get up? Who am i who is wanting more coffee? Who am i who is worried about other people?

when i am aware, i have no problems.
am i aware?

i just want to get out of the way
in which case
thank you god for replacing me with you
or
thank you love for replacing me with you

what works during pump, during the back track?
nam myoho renge kyo?
thank you?

am i aware?
who am i?

YES! to what is?

yes i am sitting in this chair. yes i am aware of my desire to control. yes i want to leave it up to chance. yes i want to play and have fun and live the magick life. yes i am breathing out. yes i am choosing. yes i am leaving it up to chance. yes i am breathing out. yes i am thinking about xmas decorations. yes i am thinking about making xmas cards. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here. yes i am wishing for something to give. yes i am wishing and wishing and wishing for something to give.

thank you for the perfect gift for my family. thank you for the perfect gifts for everyone. thank you for the perfect timing. thank you for the magick life. thank you for things to give. thank you for helping me. thank you for helping me get out of the way...

what do i want?
the perfect gifts for
mom and dad
sibs
naybs
keke

thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay sober todya. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for the miracles and magick life. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me wtih you.

when i think "thank you" i am still doing it to GET something
when i think nam myoho renge kyo i am in need

but when i think
thank you love for replacing me with you
i soften, i relax, i remember that i am here to serve and give and love and flow

i am here to connect and enjoy and be a conduit for god, which is love, which is awareness

so if i am replaced by love
i am aware
when i am aware i have no problems

thank you love for replacing me with you
thank you love for replacing me with you

look at the space between things
thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you.

i surrender my need to control the timing
i surrender my need to control what other people are doing
i surrender my need to control when we do things
i surrender my need to control time
i surrender my need to control time
i surrender my need to control time

thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you.

and if i'm in a problem, or things aren't flowing, nam myoho renge kyo
nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo nam myoho renge kyo

thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me with you. thank you love for replacing me wtih you.