Watch yourself sit at your desk. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself want to organize your whole life... happy new moon! This new moon I intend to stay as i am, as the impersonal witness. i intend to stay as i am, as pure awareness and thus unconditional love. Who am I? I am!

Watch yourself breathe out and want more coffee. Watch yourself look at the clock and see how much time before your call. Watch yourself breathe out and notice all the moving parts. Watch yourself breathe out and listen to lint in the other room. Watch yourself remember your dream. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself sit here. Watch yourself feel so much love. Watch yourself feel so grateful. Watch yourself sit here. Watch yourself feel soooo grateful.

Watch yourself sit here. Watch yourself want to give and give and give but you just keep receiving. Watch yourself sit here and tab to amazon to shop. Watch yourself want to focus. Watch yoruself remember pure awareness is what watches if one is focused or not. it doesn't matter if i'm focused. i am pure awareness, the impersonal observer. who am i? i am leaving it up to chance!

So grateful for the thoughts that work:
nam myoho renge kyo
thank you
who am i?
am i aware?

so grateful for my list of fun things to do:

• call
• call dad
• make loaf
• print and fold
• set up table/market
• broadband relief thing
• mychart
• cable box
• renew medical
• order new belt (and maybe pants?)

so grateful to be here now. thank you for the health. thank you for the time. thank you for plenty of money. thank you for perfect timing. thank you for pure awareness i am. thank you for this day. thank you for miracles. thank you for love yeah love. thank you for magick life. thank you for perfect timing. thank you for this day. thank you for this breath. thank you for the tension. tahnk you for the anxiety. thank you for helping me make my best work. thank you for passive income. thank you for good news. thank you for perfect timing. thank you for miracles. thank you for nmrk miracles. thank you for heat and electricity and linty and kelly and my friends. thank yuo for cleveland. thank you for magick life. thank you for this breath. thank you for early mornings to myself. thank you for time to meditate. thank you for plenty of everything. thank you for miracles. thank you for love yeah lvoe. thank you for this day. thank you for fall. thank you for love yeah love. thank you for this day. thank you for magick life and miracles. thank you for plenty of everything. thank you for helping me stay sober today. tahnk you for good news. thank you for connection and love. thank you for purpose and something to do. thank you for good news. thank you for magick life. thank you for the flow. thank you for this day. thank you for miracles. thank you for miracles. thank you for miracles. thank you for perfect timing. thank you for the perfect timing.

what do i want>
flawless victory perfect timing market. perfect timing flawless victory tarot. plenty of time to spend. magick life and miracles. to help as much as i can. to feel the best i've ever felt. to give all i have to give. to stay sober. to go with the flow. to stay as the impersonal observer and enjoy the ride. to let life live me. to let god replace me with it.

am i aware?

yes i am aware of the presence of god! i am aware of the typing. i am aware of feeling a little rushed. i am aware of feeling a little tired and wanting more coffee. i am aware of being here now. i am aware of relaxing into this moment. i am aware of surrendering. i am aware of letting go. i am aware of letting go of my thoughts. i am aware of wanting to count. oh yeah the counting helped so much yesterday.........

i am aware of wanting to count. i am aware of being here now. i am aware of the bus sounds. i am aware of the morning light. i am aware of breathing out. i am aware of my pants fitting well. i am aware of feeling a little tired. i am aware of feeling grateful for my wife. i am aware of feleing so grateful for my life and my city. i am aware of being here now. i am aware of being here now. i am aware. i am aware of the presence of god.

who am i?
nothing blankness emptiness
pure love

unborn awareness

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me today. thank you god for perfect timing and magick life. thank you god for helping me stay sober today. thank you god for helping me get out of the way. thank you god for helping me help. thank you god for helping me stay here now. thank you god for miracles. thank you god for plenty to give. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for the miracles. thank you god for helping me see everything is perfect and in its place .thank you god for this magickal day. thank you god for more relief. thank you god for making me a channel for you. thank you god for helping me. thank you god for helping me help. thank you god for the magick life. thank you god for helping me be flexible and flowing. thank you god for miracles. thank you god for this day. thank you god. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay as i am. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you!