triumphant return

Jessica Mullen

triumphant return

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself sit at yourdesk, finally back to your writing after a few days off. Watch yourself breathe out and feel so grateful for the way your life is going. Watch yourself breathe in and try to relax. Watch yourself breahte out and feel your headache dissipating. Watch yourself feel so grateful to be here. Watch yourself feel your bare feet on the chair. Watch yourself feel linty behind you. watch yourself breathe out and care about what somoen thinks and then remember, i don't give a fuck!

watch yourself sit here and make that your mental code today. i don't give a fuck! watch yourself feel sog rateful to be back to your ways. watch yourself listen to the coffee pot click. watch yourself breathe out and remember what yo uknow:

am i aware?
yes i am aware!

i am aware of the presence of god! Thank yo ugod for replacing me with you!

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? wouldn't ti be nice to give and shar? Wouldne't it be nice to lighten up and have fun and take it so lightly i fly? wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to be fun and light and make jojkes and laguh so much? Wouldn't it b enice to feel the best i've ever felt? Wouldn't it be nice to have so much fun? Wouldn't it be nice to trust hte proecss of life>? Wouldnt it be nice to let go and let go and let go? i don't give a fuck!!

i am saying yes to what is. yes i am breathing out. yes my bee sting itches. yes i am breathing in. yes i am so grateful for my life and my friends and my home and my city and my wife and my linty. yes i am feeling a weird feeling on my keyboard. yes i am so excited for this day. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am sitting here happy. yes i am so grateful to be here now. yes i am so relieved to feel good today! yes i am so excited for the unfolding. yes i am so grateful to be here now. yes i am letting go of my resistinace. yes i am trusting the process of life. yes i am letting go. yes i am in the flow. yes i am so grateful to be here.

i am loving what is! i am loving having time to write again! i am loving having time! i am loving feeling good in my body! i am loving that we get to work out! i am loving living in this city! i am loving feeling good in my body! i am loving feeling relieved! i am loving not giving a fuck! i am loving leaving it up to chance! i am loving not giving a fuck what people think! i am loving surrendering my preferences! i am loving letting life live me! i am loving living the magick life! i am loving cleveland in the fall! i am loving being here now! i am loving being in the flow!

am i aware? yes i am aware!
i am aware of the presence of god!
i am leaving it up to chance!
i am letting life live me! i am loving what is! i am saying yes to what is! i am so grateful to be here!

i am loving being here now. i am loving being aware of being aware. i am loving feeling good today. i am loving feeling relieved. i am loving feeling excited about my life. i am loving feleing connected and in the flow. i am loving relaxing into the now. i am loving surrendering my preferencs. i am loving relaxing into my body. i am loving trusting the process of life. i am loving that life takes care of life. i am loving leaving it up to chance. i am loving not giving a fuck! i am loving feeling confident and strong and secure. i am loving having enough. i am loving alway having plenty. i am loving feeling relaxed and in the flow. i am loving not give ing aufck!

i am loving relaxing into the day. i am loving focusing my attention on what i want. what do i watn?

to leave it up to chance
to not give a fuck
to love and be loved
to surrender my preferences
to let god replace me with it
to laugh and make jokes and have fun!

i am loving relaxing into this day. i am loving having plenty of time. i am loving the synchronicities. i am loving feeling relieved. i am loving feeling connected. i am loving surrendering my preferences and leaving it up to chance. i am loving staying in the feleing of gratitude. i am loving having time to take care of myself. i am loving surrendering. i am loving letting life live me. i am loving being light and free. i am loving not giving a fuck. i am loving letting go. i am loving being her enow. i am loving letting go. i mam lvoing trusting the process of life. i am loving feeling connected. ia m lovingi living the magick life. i am loving being flexible and flowing. i am loving lteting life live me!

breathing in i know i am breathign in
breathing out i know i am breathing out

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with yuou. thank you god for replacing me with you!

i am letting life live me. i am flexible and flowing. i am aware of being aware. i am so grateful to be here!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.