Watch yourself sit at your desk trying not to feel lack. Watch yourself breathe out and feel anxious. Watch yourself breathe in and listen to the morning sounds. Watch yourself try to get back to the "I AM". Watch yourself feel like you're going to sneeze. Watch yourself feel so attached like you straight up grew to this with your skin. Watch yourself breathe out and try to focus. Watch yourself tell yourself, stay as the thing that notices if you are focused or not. Stay as you are. Stay as i am. Stay as i am.

All that's necessary is taking the thought "I" and letting it lead you back to its source, they say...

Watch yourself feel so relieved to feel healthy today. Watch yourself remind yourself to LEAVE IT UP TO CHANCE! Get out of the way! Get your energy right! You always have the upper hand with thank you!!!!

I am leaving it up to chance today.
I have the upper hand with THANK YOU.
I am staying as I am.

Am I aware? Yes I am aware of the presence of god. THank you god for replacing me with you.

Watch yourself feel like you wobbled but you are stabilizing again. Watch yourself remind yourself what life was like before. Watch yourself tell yourself to go within! Go within! Go within! It's all within!!!

I am the source. The source is I AM. I can do this, I know I can do this...

I am saying yes to what is. Yes i am noticing lack. Yes i am feeling critical of myself for dropping the thun thun thun. Yes i am noticing that critical voice peeking through. Yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sitting here. yes i am trying to "get" somewhere. Yes i am wanting to stay as i am.

Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for helping me stay sober today. Thank you god for helping me not care what other people think about me! THank you for helping me stay as i am. thank you for helping me help others. thank you for helping me stay as pure awareness. thank you for helping me see the sameness in everything. thank you for helping me see the light of consciousness shining in all of life. thank you for helping me rest as i am. thank you for helping me detach from the world of experience. thank you for helping me stabilize as I AM. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me leave it up to chance! thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me leave it up to chance. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra
breathing out i activate my crown chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober today. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay as i am. thank you for helping me leave it up to chance (you). thank you for helping me surrender. thank you for helping me surrender and live my life the way i want to live it. thank you for helping me let go of control. i surrender. i give up.

wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life/ Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and enjoy? Wouldn't it be nice to be in a great mood today? Wouldn't it be nice to feel good regardless of my circumstances because i'm staying as i am? Wouldn't it be nice to feel that love and connection? Wouldn't it be nice to be the source. wouldn't it be nice to go to the source? Wouldn't it be nice to be my source? Wouldn't it be nice to feel confident and in the flow and in love and connected and powerful and magickal? Wouldn't it be nice to feel on top of the world? Wouldn't it be nice to let it come to me? I LET IT COME TO ME!

I let it come to me.
THank you god for replacing me with you.
THank you god for helping me help.
THank you god for helping me stay sober.
THank you god for helping me leave it up to you.

I am leaving it up to chance. I'm leaving it up to chance .I'm leaving it up to chance .I'm leaving it up to chance. i am leaving it up to chance. i am leaving it up to chance .i am returning to my source and leaving experiencing up to chance. i am returning to my source. i am resting as i am. i am flexible and flowing. i am now aware. i am now in the flow.

thank you god for replacing me with you.
thank you god for helping me stay sober today.
thank you god for helping me help.
thank you god for helping me leave it up to you.

i am leaving it up to chance.
i am resting as i am.
i am letting it come to me.
i am staying as i am.
i am returning to my source.