Watch yourself sit at your desk and wonder what to write. Watch yourself listen to the weird morning sounds. Watch yourself breathe in and take it slow today. Watch yourself feel grateful it's Saturday. Watch yourself breathe out and relax into the day. Watch yourself feel grateful to be up early. Watch yourself breathe out and wonder when you'll make some phone calls. Watch yourself sit here and think about family. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself smile. Watch yourself think about cleveland.

Watch yourself breathe out and feel so grateful to be here. Watch yourself breathe in and relax. Watch yourself breathe out and wonder about things... then remember, you get to leave it up to chance!!

Watch yourself notice the coffee kicking. Watch yourself sit here and feel happy today. Watch yourself breathe out and relax your body. Watch yourself breathe in and feel like everything is perfect and in its place.

Am I aware? Yes I am aware!
Who am I?
I...
I know I...
I am leaving it up to chance!!

Thank you god for replacing me with you.

Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for replacing me with you.

THank you for helping me stay sober today. Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for helping me stay sober today.

Thank you for helping me help. Thank you for helping me give and share. Thank you for helping me stay sober today. Thank you for replacing me with you. Thank you for helping me let go. Thank you for helping me stay sober. Thank you for helping me let go.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? WOuldn't it be nice to have and be fun? Wouldn't it be nice to find more things to give and share? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life? WOuldn't it be nice to leave it all up to chance? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of control? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and just love ?Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to have a great workout? Wouldn't it be nice to take nice pictures? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best video yet? Wouldn't it be nice to see some alien activity? Wouldn't it be nice to stay as i am? Wouldn't it be nice to leave it up to chance? Wouldn't. it be nice to stay as pure awareness? Wouldn't it be nice to stay as I AM?

Breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra
breathing out i activate my crown chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
braething out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out ia ctivate. my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activat emy navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activat emy root chakra

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me leave it up to you today!

Even though I am seeking i still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. even though i am irritated about the shituation i still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. even though the mind keeps coming i still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. even though i want to control i still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself!

i am saying yes to what is. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am wanting to get back to a feeling. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in.

yes i was just on instagram for 5 minutes. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am excited for this day. yes my feet are falling asleep. yes i want to make more work. yes i want to make art. yes i want to go with the flow. yes i want to feel the best i've ever felt. yes i am breathing out. yes i am feeling like i don't have anything to write. yes i am feeling pressed by my emails. yes i am leaving it up to chance today. yes i am surrendering. yes i am breathing in. yes i am letting go of control. i am leaving it up to chance.

am i aware? yes i am aware! i am aware of the presence of god!
thank you god for replacing me with you.
i am leaving it up to chance (god) today.
i am saying yes to what is.
i am loving what is.

i am loving having time to write every day. i am loving getting up early. i am loving meditating in the morning. i am loving feeling good in my body. i am loving feeling strong and light. i am loving feelign excited about life. i am loving feeling focused and in the flow. i am loving being in this part of my cycle. i am loving nearing ovulation. i am loving that i ovulate on the full moon and bleed on the new moon. i am loving feeling connected to the world. i am loving feeling good about life. i am loving feeling optimistic. i am loving being in a good mood. i am loving letting life live me. i am loving living in cleveland! I am loving leaving it up to chance!

am i aware? yes i am aware! I am aware of the presence of god. thank you god for replacing me with you. i am saying yes to what is. i am loving what is. i am leaving it up to chance today!