I SURRENDER

Jessica Mullen

I SURRENDER

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself sit at your desk mega distracted by facebook lmao. Watch yourself breathe out and tell yourself, STOP CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. Watch yourself try to remember, YOU ARE THE SOURCE. Watch yourself breathe out and feel grateful to be up so early. Watch yourself breathe in and tell yourself, GET AHOLD OF YOUR THOUGHTS LADY! Watch yourself breathe out and think about all you have to do today...

Watch yourself tell yourself, JUST BE YOURSELF. Stay as you are. Stay as you are. You are doing what comes naturally. BE YOURSELF.

Watch yourself sit here and think think think think think think think. Watch yourself remind yourself, STAY AS YOU ARE. Pure awareness never rushes. Pure awareness is in perfect timing. It's all in perfect timing. Relax. Let go. Surrender. Let it be easy.

WHY AM I HERE? (Writing, not in life...)
To remember what i know. What do I know?

I know I am the creator. I know I AM. I know I am pure awareness. I know I can ask god to replace me with it. I know I can relax into the now. I know I can stand up to my thoughts. I know I can be myself. I know I can get help if I need it. I know it's all working out perfectly for me. I know I am doing everything right. i know i am in the right place at the right time. i know i don't really give a fuck what people think.

Whatever's happening is something you wanted.

Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself be here now. Watch yourself remember to stay as you are.

Thank you god for replacing me with you. Am I aware? Yes I am aware!

Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for replacing me with you.

Wouldn't it be nice to stop caring about what people think? Wouldn't it be nice to approve of myself? Wouldn't it be nice to work on my of and post that vid? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender and let go of control? Wouldn't it be nice to just be myself and never think of it again????????

Wouldn't it be nice to let the flow take care of it? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun and stay as i am because pure awareness HAS NO PROBLEMS AND IT'S JUST THE MIND LOOKING FOR PROBLEMS?!

Wouldn't it be nice to feel perfect? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best i've ever felt? Wouldn't it be nice to feel totally confident? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to let go of my resistance? Wouldn't it be nice to stay as i am and not worry about what i'm focused on??

Am I aware? Yes I am aware! I can stay as awareness... it is not boring or dull or blank... it is life it is death it is pure it is nothing.

I am saying yes to what is.

Yes I am anxious. Yes I am caring too much what other people think. Yes I am trying to let it go. Yes i am breathing out. Yes I am listening to the morning sounds. Yes i am grateful i woke up early today. yes i am breathing in. Yes I am thinking about what other people are thinking about. i don't have to fight it or try to change it. i can just watch it.

yes i am sore from yesterday. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in. yes i am lightening up. yes i am letting go of my resistance. yes i am using my magick. yes i am excited about life. yes i am surrendering. am i aware? yes i am aware!!!!!

yes i am thinking about what someone else is doing. yes my mind feels a little out of control. yes i know i can stay as the thing that watches/notices feeling out of control. yes i am trying to control. yes i am letting go of control right now. i surrender! i quit! I give up! i let go! I SURRENDER!!!

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me serve the greatest good. thank you god for helping me stay sober. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me do what's right. thank you god for helping me know the next right step. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay as i am. thank you god for helping me live in the flow. thank you god for replacing me with you.

am i aware?? yes i am aware!!

i am loving what is.

i am loving feeling this way. i am loving having something fun to play with . i am loving being the source .i am loving remembering to stay as i am .i am loving being up early. i am loving breathing out. i am loving the morning sounds. i am loving deciding to not give a fuck. i am loving letting life live me. i am loving standing up to my thoughts. i am loving staying aware. i am loving being aware of being aware. i am loving living the magick life. i am loving that my pivot thought is am i aware...

AM I AWARE?
YES I AM AWARE!

i think i want relationships, substances, whatever to fill me up... but it's never going to work! I can only return my mind to its source to receive/become/recognize my total fulfillment. i am now totally fulfilled. i am now aware. i am now in the flow.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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