When It’s Time, It’s Time

Jessica Mullen

When It’s Time, It’s Time


Watch yourself sit at your desk, finally home! Watch yourself feel sooooo anxious. Watch yourself breathe out and listen to the sounds. Watch yourself breathe out and hear road construction. Watch yourself breathe in and try to calm down. Watch yourself breathe out and smile a little. Watch yourself feel a little tired but you couldn't sleep for some strange reason.

Watch yourself breathe in and listen to airplanes overhead. Watch yourself breathe out and look back at linty who is sniffing stories at the window. Watch yourself feel better and better from doing the work. Watch yourself watch linty jump down and go in the other room. Watch yourself feel tired and wish you could sleep more but you just can't...

Watch yourself sit here and listen to the cicadas. Watch yourself appreciate the windows being open. Watch yourself trust your oracle reading, when it's time it's time.

Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself breathe out. When it's time it's time. Watch yourself listen to linty digging at her water. Watch yourself feel SOOO grateful to be home. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in.

Watch yourself feel so happy that k is awake! Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself sit here feeling the breeze on your legs and arms. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself listen to weird noises outside. Watch yourself sit here. WAtch yourself feel surreal. Watch yourself look back at linty back in the bed. Watch yourself feel shaky still. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself relax your body a little bit... watch yourself just try to be here now, when it's time it's time.

Watch yourself think of all the stuff to do, the books, the laundry, the walmart and amazon and wholefoods orders. Watch yourself reach for your BMJ but stop yourself from filling it out so you can focus on the writing...

Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself relax your shoulders a little bit. Watch yourself think about how you have to wash those water bottles. Watch yourself feel grateful for the new plugin. Watch yourself breathe out and just try to be here now... Watch yourself breathe in.

Watch yourself yawn. Watch yourself remember to email your family. Watch yourself email your family and want more coffee. WAtch yourself breahte out and feel a headache between your eyes. Watch yourself wonder when your period will come. 3 days late lol. Watch yourself think about the stress of road trips. Watch yourself remember all the photos you want to process. Watch yourself breathe out and try to relax some more. When it's time it's time!

Watch yourself sit here. Watch yourself feel good today. Watch yourself pray it all works out. Thank you god for replacing me with you. Thank you god for replacing me with you. Am I aware? Yes i am aware! Thank you god for replacing me with you!

Watch yourself feel so grateful for that prayer... it takes care of everything. Thank you god for replacing me with you.

Watch yourself wonder what to write about next. Watch yourself feel hungry. Watch yourself want toast. Watch yourself realize you didn't make a loaf but you have bagels in the fridge. Watch yourself breathe in and want eggs. Watch yourself breathe out.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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