When it’s time it’s time

Jessica Mullen

When it’s time it’s time

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself feel the magnetism of your home, your neighborhood. Watch yourself not want to leave! Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself sit here and ask, what would your idealized self do?

She would be present, not thinking about the past or grasping for the future or wondering what someone else is doing or thinking. She would be here.... staying as she is... pure awareness. She would be replaced with god.

Thank you god for replacing me with you.

Thank you for my health and home and wife and kitty. Thank you for perfect timing and magick life. Thank you for the flow. Thank you for speaking to me. Thank you for the love. Thank you for the connection. Thank you for the love yeah love. Thank you for the passive income. Thank you for plenty of money. Thank you for our van. Thank you for the knowing that it's all going to work out. Thank you for the space. Thank you for the breath in and out.

Breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra
Breathing out i activate my crown chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you for the safe travel. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for the patience and compassion and presence. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober. thank you for helping me stay sober. thank you for helping me stay sober.

watch yourself breathe out and hope you have time to meditate. watch yourself relax your shoulders. watch yourself wonder if you should bring your computer... but no you are not bringing your computer! watch yourself breathe in. watch yourself breathe out. watch yourself feel the attachment so tight and strong. watch yourself feel the magnetism. watch yourself feel the draw. watch yourself wish wish wish

but thank you for replacing me wtih you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for making me empty. thank you for helping me stay empty and sober. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay as i am. thank you for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay as pure awareness.

wouldn't it be nice if it was the easiest travel yet? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best i've ever felt while traveling? Wouldn't it be nice to stay sober? Wouldn't it be nice to stay as i am? Wouldn't it be nice to stay replaced with god? Wouldn't it be nice to just trust the process and enjoy it? Wouldn't it be nice to just surrender and say yes and thank you and let life live me?

am i aware? yes i am aware! I am aware of feeling tense in my body. i am aware of feeling anxious which is covering up vulnerability and a bit of frustration about leaving ...

i am aware of voices outside. i am aware of my tummy feeling anxious. i am aware of the leaves rustling. i am aware of the weather shifting. fall is here. i am aware of wanting so bad. I am aware of grasping and seeking. i am aware of looking to the wave for my security. i am aware of wanting to go within. i am aware of being here now. i am aware of feeling afraid. i am aware of remembering i am protected. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i am aware of breathing in. i am aware of my legs crossed. i am aware of a car driving by. i am aware of relaxing my shoulders. i am aware of feeling excited about seeing everyone. i am aware of feeling grateful for the van. i am aware of linty fucking sharting somehwere she shouldn't. i am aware of trying to be centered. i am aware of the knowledge that if i'm trying... i'm not there. i choose to be centered. i am at my center. pure awareness i am. thank you god for replacing me.

today i intend to count. i intend to let god replace me. i intend to trust the process of life. i intend to let life live me. i intend to celebrate and enjoy. i intend to let go of my resistance and seeking. i intend to accept what is. i intend to live the magick life. i intend to stay as i am, as pure awareness. i intend to surrender. i intend to let god replace me. i intend to stay as i am. i intend to rest in pure awareness. i intend to let go of objects. i intend to trust the process of life. i intend to let go. i intend to let life live me. i intend to let god replace me with it.

thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for helping me stay sober. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you for helping me stay sober. thank you god for replacing me with you. thank you god for replacing me with you.

i surrender.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.

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