It’s Working!

Jessica Mullen

It’s Working!

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself stand at your desk at 7:55am, happy you got up 45 minutes before your alarm. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself stand here and feel too hot, it's 80 in here. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself want to open a weather tab. Watch yourself remind yourself to bring the umbrellas. Watch yourself leave the room, open the closet, get the umbrellas out and put them on the table.

Watch yourself listen to linty in her hallway. Watch yourself feel excited for this day. Watch yourself feel good about yourself today! Watch yourself feel so grateful for the morning time. Watch yourself remind yourself to bring a rockstar. Watch yourself remind yourself to get bangs at the store. Watch yourself think of so many things you want to remember. Watch yourself wish you remembered your dream!

Watch yourself hope to get a good night's sleep soon, but know that you haven't been sleeping much because you've been staying as awareness and haven't needed it as much. Watch yourself breathe in and feel good in your body. Watch yourself feel happy with your weight today. Watch yourself breathe out and tell yourself not to weigh yourself for a while now. WAtch yourself stand here.

Watch yourself breathe in and try to relax. Watch yourself breathe out and try to focus. Watch yourself remind yourself, the pure awareness doesn't care if you're tired or unfocused, it watches it all without judgement. Tiredness doesn't affect awareness. Lack of focus doesn't affect awareness. Awareness has nothing to gain or lose from this situation.

Watch yourself feel so excited for the next few days! Watch yourself breathe in and stand here. WAtch yourself breathe out and feel how humid it is. Watch yourself wonder what you'll eat for breakfast. Watch yourself feel grateful for your friends and family and neighbors. Watch yourself yawn.

Watch yourself hope you get to walk the whole way to the rental place today. WAtch yourself want to check the weather again. watch yourself google do tootsie pops expire. WAtch yourself want to eat one right now. WAtch yourself yawn again.

Watch yourself listen to the coffee pot beeping. Watch yourself feel excited for this day! I am aware! Am I aware? Yes I am aware! I am staying as I am! I am pure awareness!

Watch yourself go on your phone to download your playlist for the car. Watch yourself want to hurry up and get this writing done. Watch yourself tell yourself to focus. Awareness doesn't care if you're focused.

Am I aware? Yes I am aware? I might be a little groggy but i am aware.

Watch yourself want to find the perfect thing for y. Watch yourself stand here. Watch yourself feel so grateful for the life you have. WAtch yourself feel good about life in cleveland.

Watch yourself see you're only at 474 words... watch yourself tell yourself to focus again! You're like a fucking horse rider or something, spurring the fucking horse. the horse will go when it's ready! it's all in perfect timing!

watch yourself breathe out and want to switch prompts.

i am saying yes to what is. yes i am kind of tired and distracted. yes i feel good in my body. yes i am excited about this day. yes i am too hot and it keeps getting warmer in here. yes i am thinking about what chores i have to do next. yes i just sneezed. yes i am breathing in. yes i am sneezing again. yes i am breathing out. yes i am standing here. yes i am thinking about the neighbors. yes i am breathing out. yes i am focusing. yes i think the coffee is kicking in. yes i am excited for a long walk. yes i am excited about cleveland. yes i love it here. yes i am happy here.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am about to do the chakra thing

breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra!
breathing out i activate my crown chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra
breathing out i activate my third eye chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra!
breathing out i activate my throat chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra!
breathing out i activate my heart chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra!
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra!
breathing out i activate my root chakra!

thank you for the flawless victory car rental! Thank you for helping me stay sober! Thank you for helping me stay as i am! thank you for helping me stay as pure awareness!

i am loving what is! i am loving that its probably not going to rain on our walk. i am loving that i get to shower and put on real clothes. i am loving that everything is working out for me. i am loving that i get to stay as awareness. i am loving that i know how! i am loving that it's been working for days! I am loving that i feel focused! i am loving that i feel more awake and aware now! I am loving that it's all working out for me! I am loving that we get to have fun! I am loving having no deadlines and time crunches! I am loving that we get to SHOP! I am loving being here now! I am loving being light! I am loving feeling good in my body! I am loving living the magick life!!! I CHOSE THIS I MADE THIS I AM THIS

Am I aware? Yes I am aware. I am burning as the flame of pure awareness. I AM THE FLAME OF PURE AWARENESS! Am I aware? Yes I am aware!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.