YOUR MOOD IS YOUR WORK!

Jessica Mullen

YOUR MOOD IS YOUR WORK!

Jessica Mullen
I know I am here. Thank you. I am loving what is. I am saying yes to what is. Pure awareness I am. Love yeah love. Thank you. Yes. Thank you. Yes. Thank you.

Watch yourself stand at your desk and make schedule changes. Watch yourself watch linty jump in the bed. Watch yourself breathe out and feel kind of disappointed. What's with the constant disappointment?!

Watch yourself breathe out and feel thirsty. Watch yourself breathe in and want to create something better. WAtch yourself want to create your best work. Watch yourself remember

YOUR MOOD IS YOUR WORK!

Watch yourself remember about the fun show. Watch yourself wonder if you'll record it today. WAtch yourself breathe out and stand here. WAtch yourself breathe in and feel a little anxious. WAtch yourself wish for more kratom. Watch yourself stand here and feel pathetic again.

Watch yourself want to have a good day. Watch yourself want to feel good about yourself. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself try to relax. Watch yourself stand here. WAtch yourself get mad again. Watch yourself try to be kind and compassionate. WAtch yourself be mad.

Watch yourself stand here and want chemical refreshment. Watch yourself think about how mooji would say the pure Self is refreshment. Watch yourself want to get to/reveal the pure self. Pure self where are you?

Pure awareness I am.

I know I am here. I know I am here. I know I am here.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to focus and get my work done? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and enjoy the day?

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best workout yet? Wouldn't it be nice to focus and feel good? Wouldn't it be nice to let life live me? Wouldn't it be nice to say yes and thank you and enjoy my life the way it is? Wouldn't it be nice to remember the pure self doesn't need to focus because the pure self is what sees the focus or not?

I know I am here. I know I am here. Thank you for the time to write. Thank you for the time to focus. THank you for the time to focus. Thank you for the time to write. THank you for the time to write. Thank you for the time to feel better. Thank you for the time to take control of my emotions. Thank you for the time to focus and relax my mind. Thank you for the time to think about what i want.

Thank you for this breath. Thank you for this time to myself. Thank you for the boundaries. THank you for helping me notice what I'm feeling. frustration. disappointment. anger.

Watch yourself feel these things and crave kratom. WAtch yourself wonder if it's really the unwillingness to feel the feelings that makes me addicted to all sorts of stuff. What do I feel?

The frustration feels like I'm about to scream. Like how dare life not go my way? Like I kept up my end of the bargain, how dare life not do what I want? Like I'm doing my best and yet still life shits on me?? It feels like a rock in every cell that I'm pushing against with no sign of movement whatsoever. Being stuck. Being trapped. Being forced in a small box. Being trapped in a small box. Claustrophobic. Tight.

The disappointment feels similar. But crushing. Let down. LIke wow I really dared to get my hopes up again and here we are with the same let down. God I hate being let down. It's so embarassing to be disappointed. That's probably why i avoid it because then i'm embarassed i was ever optimistic or hopeful. It feels like every cell falling and hitting the ground. Like my body has just hit the ground, bounced up once, and is now heading back towards rock bottom. Disappointment feels like failure. Like wow life really is against me. Wow life really doesn't want me to be happy. Resentful. Hurt feelings.

And the anger. FEels like GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. Feels like i'm about to explode like a firework. every cell with a fuse about to blow. Like I need to yell at someone. Like I have to let this poison out. Like this place about to BLOW.

Watch yourself feel a little better for feeling your feels. I guess. Watch yourself just want to be in the peaceful mooji mindset of I KNOW I AM HERE and THANK You.

I know I am here. I consciousness know I am here. It feels like everything has weight to it. Feels like i can see in 360 degrees. Feels like I can sense everything happening in my perception. I know I am here. I know I am here. I know I am here. I know I am here. I know I am here. I WANT DRUGS. I know I am here. GOd i hate that i want drugs part of me.

I know I am here. I know I am here. i know i am here. I know I am here. I know I am here. i know i am here and i can say thank you. i know i am here and i can say thank you. i know i am here and i can say thank you.

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breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra!
Breathing out i activate my crown chakra!

Breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra!
Breathing out i activate my third eye chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you thank you thank you for the mooji peacefulness of I AM HERE I KNOW I AM HERE and THANK YOU. THank you for helping me through this. Thank you for helping me. Thank you for helping me. THank you for helping me. THank you for helping me. Thank you for helping me.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.