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Yes I am standing at my desk, writing for the first time since we went on our trip. Yes I am standing here, feeling the breeze on my legs and tension in my right shoulder blade. Yes I am wondering if we should go out and grab one of those chairs the neighbors put out. Yes I am so grateful we can afford whole foods and walmart delivery. Yes I am breathing in. Yes I am remembering to breathe out completely. Yes I am breathing out and out and out and out. Yes I am breathing out and out and out getting every drop out.

Yes I am breathing in and enjoying the breeze and the windchimes. Yes I am listening for stirrings from upstairs. Yes I am remembering to smile. Yes I am hearing voices from the back yard. Yes I am thinking about how the neighbor filled the whole trash can and didn't take it to the curb last week. Yes I am breathing out and out and out and letting go of judgement. Yes I am feeling guilty for judging. Yes I am feeling guilty for talking shit. Yes I am breathing in. yes I am hungry. Yes I am standing here doing my writing, feeling hungry. Yes I am wondering when K will get up. Yes i am wondering if we will get a delivery slot tomorrow.

Yes my mind is in many places at once, thinking about my to do list. Yes I think i will write it out here to feel more organized. Yes I am feeling so hot and it's only 79 so far.

TODAY

  • Order whole foods
  • Finish orders
  • PLant balcony plants
  • Quest post
  • Send S BMJ
  • Recertify student loan/see if i can cancel it
  • of shoot

THIS WEEK

  • Add alien blanket
  • Clean office carpets
  • Send joy ty card
  • Send sheima ty card
  • Make nfp appointment
  • Order 2nd kit etc
  • Record
  • Work out/post vids ofc
  • Record fun show thursday
  • City tax
  • Molina paperwork
  • Request mail ballots

Ok feeling more organized...

Yes I am wondering what the next prompt is. Wouldn't it be nice? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to have good posture and feel good in my body all day? Wouldn't it be nice to get that nfp appt scheduled and for it to be effortless and like my dr even more than the last one? Wouldn't it be nice to enjoy this beautiful day and go swimming after dinner? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and just have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel love and joy and contentment? Wouldn't it be nice to listen to mooji? Wouldn't it be nice to wash these carpets?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired to make new work? Wouldn't it be nice to see our friends? Wouldn't it be nice to feel loved and supported? Wouldn't it be nice to have the energy and focus to think thank you all day>? Wouldn't it be nice to do my numbers today? Wouldn't it be nice if we had a wonderful time at the tarot gig and a flawless victory car rental? Wouldn't it be nice to be light and joyful today? Wouldn't it be nice to get back to last summer weight? Wouldn't it be nice to remember my creams tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to find a more permanent solution?

Wouldn't it be nice to do everything on my list easily and effortlessly? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun gardening? Wouldn't it be nice to have a thriving garden? Wouldn't it be nice to laugh all day and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to let the kratom go easily when it's gone? Wouldn't it be nice to write articles again? Wouldn't it be nice to pour my heart out online again? Wouldn't it be nice to find things to give today?

I am focused. I am flexible and flowing. I am so grateful to be here. I am doing everything right. I am letting life live me. I am focused. I am pure awareness. I am so grateful to be here. I am so grateful to be me. I am focused. I am in the flow. I am noticing that even this is witnessed. I am remembering to be pure awareness. I am remembering to be focused. I am trusting the process of life. I am remembering to chant thank you today. I am making my best work. I am motivated and excited to clean and purge. I am so grateful for my time affluence. I am so grateful for all our orders. I am so grateful to feel successful.

I am loving what is! I am saying yes to what is.

I am loving having time to write again. I am loving being home to my routine and my food and my schedule. I am loving feeling connected to my friends. I am loving iterating. i am loving learning more and more. I am loving my friends. I am loving my family. I am loving my memories. I am loving being here now. I am loving releasing guilt and shame. I am loving letting go of resistance. i am loving focusing on thank you instead of the past. I am loving making my best work. I am loving having time to write. I am loving feeling focused. I am loving that we get to work out tomorrow. I am loving pulling my attention back in the now. I am loving feeling good about life. I am loving feeling optimistic about life.

I am flexible and flowing. I am focused. Pure awareness, I am. I am here now. I am noticing this is witnessed. I am witnessing the witness. I am loving what is. I am saying yes to what is. I am so grateful for what is. I am letting it be fun and easy. I am trusting the process of life. I am letting life live me. i am letting it be easy! I live the magick life!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.