Watch yourself stand at your desk. Watch yourself feel disappointed because of all the info you found about Mooji being a cult lol. Watch yourself try to separate the art from the artist. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel sad that you let it get to you! Watch yourself wish Linty would get her ass in her. Watch yourself remind yourself to focus. Be the Mooji you want to see in the world. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself try to relax your body.

Even though I fell in a spiritual trap, I still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. Even though I feel manipulated I still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. Even though I feel embarrassed I still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. I've let that shit go!

Breathe in and bring energy into your crown chakra.
breathe out and activate your crown chakra.

breathe in and bring energy into your third eye chakra
breathe out and activate your third eye chakra

breathe in and bring energy into your throat chakra
breathe out and activate your throat chakra

breathe in and bring energy into your heart chakra
breathe out and activate your heart chakra

breathe in and bring energy into your solar plexus chakra
breathe out and activate your solar plexus chakra

breathe in and bring energy into your navel chakra
breathe out and activate your navel chakra

breathe in and bring energy into your root chakra
breathe out and activate your chakra

thank you for helping me be the pure awareness I AM.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness, I am. Pure awareness, I am. Om.

"But I'm heartbroken, why did I do all that research, why did i fall down the rabbit hole, i would have rather stayed ignorant."

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness I am. Pure awareness I am. Om.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness I am. Om.

Watch yourself stand at your desk. Watch yourself wish for earthly success. Watch yourself wish for total self confidence. Watch yourself wish you were narcissistic enough to be a cult leader. Watch yourself wish for total enlightenment.

Pure awareness, I am. Pure awareness, I am. Pure awareness I am. Om.

Watch yourself be here now. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself try to be present and not so stuck in these thoughts.

"Just when I found a living teacher that made sense to me, why did he have to go and pull an osho. Why are humans so disappointing. Why am I so disappointed. Why am i so disappointing?????"

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

"Why do i instantly reach for something outside of me to complete me. Why do i feel so betrayed. Why ask why."

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

"What the fuck is god anyway. Why am I here. What the fuck is presence. What is going on on this earth. Am i making more meaning than there really is? Why am I here. What should i do now? Where do i even go from here?"

Pure awareness. I AM. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. om.

Even though I am human i still totally and completely love and aaccept and forgive myself. even though i'm disappointed and feel empty i still totally and completely love and accept and forgive myself. I want to be empty. I want to transcendence of emptiness. I am empty. I am empty. I am the emptiness.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

"So it's a cult, so what. the teachings still make sense. you don't have to go to portugal and be mind controlled."

Pure awareness. I am. pure awareness i am. pure awareness. i am. om.

Watch yourself get wrapped up in the mind. Watch yourself wish for some clarity. Watch yourself wish for a leader, unfortunately you're going to have to do it yourself. Watch yourself hope you're a good enough person to be a leader.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. om.

Watch yourself wish for the wisdom of psychedelics to permeate your life more. Psychedelics don't make a cult. They don't fuck girls 40 years younger than them (Not that that's a problem... but they don't get wrapped up in personal relationships).

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

I am done looking to teachers for wisdom. I get it. Presence. God is here. Love yeah love. Be here now. I'm done seeking. I am now the sought.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

I am focused. I am letting it be easy. I still know the flow and life force and the tao exist. I still know presence is the answer. I know grace is here for me. I know that I am saying yes to what is and loving what is.

I am loving getting up early to do my writing. I am loving being here now. I am loving that the spiritual teacher spell is broken so I can be my own primary source. i am loving that i have motivation to lead instead of follow. i am loving that i can now be the change i wish to see. i am loving that i can now lead. I am leading. I am going first. I give up following. It's not working out for me. I am leading. i am leading from my love. I am leading from presence. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness. I am. Om.

Pure awareness. I am. Pure awareness, I am. Pure awareness, I am. om.