Please Absorb Me

Jessica Mullen

Please Absorb Me

Jessica Mullen
Yes I am standing at my desk. Yes I am in embarrassing pain. Yes I am disappointed in myself. Yes I am breathing out. Yes I want to know what the pain is making me ask for. It is making me ask for:
pure presence
discipline/love
forgiveness
total confidence
100% commitment to pure awareness

Yes i am standing at my desk. Yes I am listening to mooji chant pure awareness i am om. yes it is already too hot in here. yes i am breathing out. yes i am YEARNING for presence. yes i am disappointed in myself. yes i am disappointed. yes i am noticing how my mind rebelled. yes i let down my guard. yes i fucked up. yes it wasn't that bad. yes i am still sober. yes i am breathing out. yes i wish i didn't do that. yes i'm beating myself up. yes i want to feel focused. yes i want to have the energy of presence and not rely on stimulants so much.

yes i am breathing out. yes i am letting go of my resistance. yes i am breathing in. yes i am breathing out. yes i am committing to presence. when the pain of the mind is too great, presence is revealed.

yes i am breathing in. yes i am disappointed. yes i am frustrated with the body. yes i am annoyed with my personhood. yes i want to transform to presence. yes i want to be pure presence. please let me be pure presence. please absorb me. please absorb me. please absorb me.

Pure awareness I am. Pure awareness I am.

Pure awareness I am. Pure awareness. i am. pure awareness i am. om.

pure awareness i am. pure awareness i am. pure awareness i am. om.

yes i feel unfocused. yes i feel disappointed. yes i am trying to trust the process of life. yes i am trying too hard. yes i want to give up trying. yes i want to be in a good mood but i keep thinking about the past and focusing on pain.

yes i am standing at my desk feeling too hot, listening to this pure awareness mooji meditation on repeat. yes i am frustrated with my skin. yes i am frustrated with a lot of things. yes i am breathing out. yes i am so annoyed with myself. yes i feel like i'm being punished. yes i am breathing out. yes i am breathing in.

yes i want to be pure presence. please make me pure presence. please make me pure presence. please absorb me into you. please make me pure presence.

breathing in i bring energy into my crown chakra!
Breathing out i activate my crown chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my third eye chakra!
Breathing out i activate my third eye chakra!

breathing in i bring energy into my throat chakra
breathing out i activate my throat chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my heart chakra
breathing out i activate my heart chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my solar plexus chakra
breathing out i activate my solar plexus chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my navel chakra
breathing out i activate my navel chakra

breathing in i bring energy into my root chakra
breathing out i activate my root chakra

thank you for absorbing me. thank you for making me pure presence. thank you for absorbing me. thank you for absorbing me. thank you for absorbing me. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME PURE PRESENCE.

yes i am desperate to transcend my mind. yes i am tired of my psychological mind. yes i am tired of the pain of the psychological mind. yes i am ready to be absorbed. yes i am letting go of my psychological mind. yes i am transforming to pure presence. yes i am pure presence. yes i am pure presence. yes i am pure presence. yes i am pure presence. yes i am absorbed. yes i am pure presence.

I am loving what is. i am loving being pure presence. i am loving being absorbed into the absolute. i am loving being pure awareness. please make me pure presence. make me pure presence. take away my personhood. dissolve my personhood. dissolve my psychological mind. make me pure presence. please absorb me. please absorb me into pure presence. please absorb me into pure presence.

PURE AWARENESS. I AM. OM.

PURE AWARENESS. I AM. PURE AWARENESS I AM. PURE AWARENESS I AM. OM.

pure awareness i am. pure awareness. i am. pure awareness. i am. om.

I am loving what is. i am loving writing at my desk. i am loving being absorbed into the infinite. i am loving surrendering my psychological mind. i am loving letting go of my need for approval. i am loving becoming pure awareness. i am loving remembering my pure awareness.

i am loving my perfect health. i am loving the clean slate of the day. i am loving breathing in. i am loving breathing out. i am loving learning how to transcend my person hood. i am loving breathing out. i am loving surrendering. i am loving letting go. i am loving being here now.

YES I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. YES I want to punish myself! Yes I am so mad at myself! Yes i want to cry at my self sabotage!!!!!! UGHH!!!!!

Yes I want to transcend this pain. Yes I want to be pure awareness. Yes I am pure awareness. I am pure awareness. pure awareness i am. pure awareness i am. pure awareness i am. om.

pure awareness i am pure awareness i am pure awareness i am om

pure awareness i am pure awareness i am pure awareness i am om

pure awareness i am pure awareness i am pure awareness i am om

I WANT TO BE SATISFIED AND PROUD AND HAPPY. I WANT TO BE PLEASED WITH MYSELF AND PROUD OF MYSELF> I WANT TO FEEL SUCCESSFUL!!!!!

Pure awareness I am. Om.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.