Watch yourself stand at your desk. Watch yourself feel grateful for time affluence. Watch yourself feel grateful to always have plenty. Watch yourself feel grateful to get to do whatever you want.

Watch yourself remember to practice feeling the sense I AM.

Watch yourself talk to linty and ask her to come in. Watch yourself breathe out and hope she doesn't get litter on the bed. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out and go back to checking on your updating wp plugins.

Watch yourself update contact form 7 even though you don't use it. Watch yourself listen to emancipator remixes. Watch yourself feel the breeze from the open window! Watch yourself feel grateful it's spring. Watch yourself feel grateful you didn't disappoint yourself. Watch yourself feel happy you're keeping it up.

Watch yourself tab to the deep dream and download the image. Watch yourself feel a little too warm in your sweatshirt and 2 longsleeves. Watch yourself pray for a good day. Watch yourself feel proud of yourself for all you accomplished yesterday: cleaned the toilet and sink, vacuumed the whole first floor, worked out, photographed 4 products, meditated twice, recorded a video and a tiktok, did the laundry and washed the guest room bedding... Watch yourself feel so grateful for the bathroom cleaning wind!

Watch yourself go back to wordpress to update another plugin.

Watch yourself look at the clock and try to plan your day. Watch yourself feel a little overwhelmed by your list but know the wild horses will help:

1. SoLD website updates/check on s2members
2. Fun Show
3. Excursion
4. TY cards
5. MMR cover
6. Post vid
7. Taxes
8. Zoom night

Watch yourself go back to update another plugin. Watch yourself update really simple SSL. Watch yourself breathe out and feel a little more confident today. Watch yourself breathe in and be here now. Watch yourself breathe out and be here now. Watch yourself remember to focus and commit.

I am focused. I am saying yes to what is. I am loving what is. I am at peace with what is. I am loving what is! I am totally in love with myself!

I am loving having time to write. I am loving the breeze coming through the window. I am loving updating sold plugins. I am loving that it's spring! I am loving that i made the loaf of bread and cleaned the humidifiers this morning. I am loving that i feel productive. i am loving the sunshine and it's really helping! I am loving being here now. I am loving transcending my thoughts. I am loving remembering a new reminder i wanted to set.

I am loving feeling like I have my shit together. I am loving the glimpses of the sense I AM. I am loving getting better at being present. I am loving just being here now. I am loving feeling good and strong in my body. I am loving that we get to take a walk. I am loving feeling good now. I am loving being here now. I am loving updating pluugins. I am loving passive income. I am loving good news! I am loving new fans and subscribers! I am loving payouts every day!

I am loving the spring and the breeze and the sun. I am loving being here now. I am loving the sense I am. I am loving being here now. I am loving relaxing into the now> I am loving that i already counted to 1100. I am loving that we get to eat breakfast on the balcony. I am loving having things to talk about on the fun show. I am loving being inspired by marina abramovic. I am loving relaxing into the now. I am loving feeling disciplined. I am loving learning how to like being me. I am loving loving myself. I am loving feeling good in my body. I am loving feeling confident. I am loving being me. I am loving being here now> I am loving being conscious of consciousness.

I am loving the breeze! I am loving feeling focused. I am loving standing on my tip toes. I am loving the birds building their nests. I am loving breathing in. I am loving breathing out. I am loving the fresh pot of coffee and fresh loaf of bread. I am loving smiling. I am loving spring! I am loving feeling good about life today. I am loving my beyond manifestation journal. I am loving my youtubers. I am loving being here now. I am loving how it's all unfolding perfectly. I am loving getting out of the way! I am loving life taking care of life!

I AM is a slippery fish
alchemizing adderall with coffee and
breathing out i know i am breathing out
letting life live me

remembering an illustration someone drew of me
wanting to cut off the limb of my private diary
wanting a logo for my youtube merch
wanting wanting wanting

breathing in i know i am breathing in
breathing out i know i am breathing out
snap back to it
stillness silence and fasting
keeping it up
focus
loving what is, saying yes to what is
keeping it up
feeling good in my body
being here now
sense I AM
loving sense I am
turning it like a gemstone, polishing the sense I AM

I am loving being here now. I am loving all my reminders. I am loving not disappointing myself. I am loving being here now. I am loving getting better at riding the flow, saying yes to what is, surrendering, letting the wild horses take care of it.

I am loving life taking care of life. I am loving getting out of the way.

I am loving being here now. I am loving letting go of my resistance. I am loving remembering to be conscious of consciousness.

I am focused. I am loving what is. I am saying yes to what is. I am conscious of consciousness. I am light. I am free. I am focused. I am letting life live me. I am keeping it up! I am smiling! I am cheerful and joyful! I am relaxing into the sense I AM! I am letting life live me! I am doing everything right! I am inspired! I am making my best work! I am present! I am successfuL! I am living the magick life!