39 and Loving the Abyss

Jessica Mullen

39 and Loving the Abyss

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself sit in the chair. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself try to get comfortable. Watch yourself be 39 years old.

Yes I am 39 years old. Yes I am focusing on expanding my consciousness this year. Yes I am focusing on loving what is, and loving the abyss.

Yes I am listening to the humidifiers. Yes I am hungry. Yes I am disappointed I didn't sleep in later. Yes I want to go camping. Yes I want to have the best year of my life. I intend to have the best year of my life!

Yes I am sitting in this chair. Yes I am breathing in. Yes I am breathing out. Yes I am waiting for my coffee to kick in. Yes I am excited about my day. Yes I intend to go to the bike shop. Yes I am breathing out. Yes I am relaxing into the moment. Yes I am breathing in. Yes I am breathing out. Yes I am letting go of my resistance. Yes I am a little groggy and tired. Yes I am breathing in. Yes I am breathing out. Yes I am relaxing my body. Yes I am choosing focus and determination. Yes I am choosing a new life and new level for myself.

This year I intend to focus on loving what is. I intend to focus on loving the abyss. I intend to love myself and not give a fuck. I intend to love the abyss of imagination and consciousness. I intend to love the abyss of the bottomless pit and boredom and death. I intend to love the abyss of outer space and inner space. I intend to love the abyss of the present moment.

I am loving the abyss. I am loving what is. I am loving my body and the acceleration of my body. I am loving feeling good in my body. I am loving sitting in this chair writing. I am loving choosing to feel good about life. I am loving choosing focus. I am loving choosing to love the abyss.

I am loving hemisync and painting and reading and the fun show. I am loving feeling creative. I am loving feeling new ideas coming through. I am loving breathing in and raising my vibration. I am loving breathing out and releasing my resistance. I am loving feeling good about life. I am loving that i am going to have a brownie for breakfast. I am loving coffee. I am loving relaxing. I am loving hamilton and red scare and emancipator. I am loving listening to podcasts and making podcasts. I am loving having good flying trampoline dreams. I am loving breathing out. I am loving feeling good about myself today.

I am loving feeling the creativity and inspiration flow. I am loving being flexible and flowing and present. I am loving breathing out. I am loving the Beyond Manifestation Journal> I am loving huge wholesale orders!

I am loving choosing to follow my passion. I am loving having money in the bank. I am loving feeling rich and abundant. I am loving that my work is alignment. My work is my mood. My work is to love what is. My job is to appreciate what is.

I am loving sitting in this chair. I am loving the abyss of my mind. I am loving that we get to work out today and go to the bike shop. I am loving having plenty of money. I am loving feeling good about myself and my business. I am loving my videos and my clients and my customers and my subscribers and my fans. I am loving my friends and family. I am loving that it's my birthday!

I am loving the abyss of my inner life. I am loving going within. I am loving finding new ideas for painting. I am loving feeling creative and in the flow. I am loving counting to 10k every day. I am loving love. I am loving feeling strong in my body. I am loving instagram and twitter. I am loving feeling good and confident. I am loving that it's spring and daylight savings time!

I am loving breathing in. I am loving breathing out.

Breathe in and bring energy into your crown chakra!
Breathe out and activate your crown chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your third eye chakra!
Breathe out and activate your third eye chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your throat chakra!
Breathe out and activate your throat chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your heart chakra!
Breathe out and activate your heart chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your solar plexus chakra!
BReathe out and activate your solar plexus chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your navel chakra!
Breathe out and activate your navel chakra!

Breathe in and bring energy into your root chakra!
Breathe out and activate your root chakra!

Thank you for the best birthday of my life! THank you for inspiration and creativity! Thank you for helping me love the abyss! Thank you for the best day of my life! Thank you for the self love! I am loving feeling good! I am loving focusing! I am loving love yeah love! I am loving appreciating what is! I am loving feeling good in my body! I am loving feeling strong! I am loving the flow! I am loving letting life live me!

I am loving the abyss of my mind. I am loving the abyss of my bottomless pit and god sized hole. I am loving the abyss of my inner space and outer space. I am loving the abyss of emotion. I am loving the abyss of right now! I am loving remembering the depth of life!

I am loving breathing in! I am loving breathing out! I am loving celebrating my day! I am loving feeling good today! I am loving living life! I am loving my vibe right now!

I am loving the abyss!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.