Loving What Is

Jessica Mullen

Loving What Is

Jessica Mullen
Here's my list today.

  1. Grit
  2. Record
  3. TY cards (half done)
  4. MMR cover (my volley is done, handed to K)
  5. DV letter (half done)
  6. Call home
  7. Movie night

Watch yourself sit in the chair with Pwny in your lap. Watch yourself feel sad about her. Watch yourself listen to the Smiths. WAtch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself see the humidifiers out of the corner of your eye. Watch yourself look around for a distraction. Watch yourself sit pretty uncomfortably to not disturb Pwny. Watch yourself look back at Linty in the bed. Watch yourself look out the window. Watch yourself feel hungry. Watch yourself want signal to come back up. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out and crave another cup of coffee. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself want to check all the bank accounts for a distraction. Watch yourself wonder when you'll get your check. WAtch yourself want to take a shower. Watch yourself want to feel energized. Watch yourself want to feel high. Watch yourself want to escape the horrors of life. Watch yourself want to escape. Watch yourself remember the video you recorded last night, where you said saying "I am loving what is" can feel as good as morphine. WAtch yourself tell yourself to practice what you preach.

Watch yourself wish the door would close itself so the room would get warmer. Watch yourself catch a whiff of death. Watch yourself breathe in through your mouth. Watch yourself breathe out and yawn.

Watch yourself want some new music to listen to. WAtch yourself want to have this situation resolved. WAtch yourself remember you can't get it done. Watch yourself want to escape, want it to be over. Watch yourself feel sad. WAtch yourself tell yourself to appreciate these moments, it won't always be like this.

I am loving what is. I am loving the poignancy of life. I am loving the internet. I am loving my cat in my lap. I am loving the music in my ears. I am loving that it's saturday. I am loving having time. I am loving that my cats are still here. I am loving the uncertainty. I am loving remembering to be one with my experience. I am loving my friends and family. I am loving my wife and my home and my health. I am loving that we get to get whole foods delivery next week. I am loving making my best work. I am loving feeling in control of my vibration. I am loving letting go. I am loving being here now. I am loving breathing. I am loving knowing it is unfolding perfectly. I am loving that i get to read today. I am loving that I am wide awake and have more coffee in my future. I am loving getting files transferred to me. I am loving being here now.

I am loving the screen jumping all around> I am loving the ache in my knee. I am loving that I am flexible of flowing. I am loving the furnace and the xmas lights. I am loving relaxing my shoulders. I am loving what is. I am loving wha tis. I am a lover of what is. I am loving. I am loving. I am flowing love. I am channeling love. I am focused. I am love yeah love. I am light. I am letting go. I am surrendering. I am in the flow. I am letting life live me. I am surrendering. I am letting go. I am trusting the process of life.

I am loving sitting in this chair. I am loving pwny in my lap. I am loving this moment of pwny wanting to be near me. I am loving that I have had her for 18 years. I am loving that I always have plenty. I am loving that she;s letting me pet her. I am loving that I ahve this time with her. I am loving that it is a peaceful morning. I am loving that I have my pwny in my lap. I am loving that I always have what I need. I am loving that I am here now. I am loving that i am learning to digest my emotions and not escape them.

I am loving my health and my fitness. I am loving that I always have plenty. I am loving that it's been easier to breathe. I am loving that I got to have her for 18 years. I am loving that she stayed with me for 18 years. I am loving all the memories we have together. I am loving remembering her personality. I am loving that she is in my lap sleeping. I am loving that I can feel. I am loving that I can love even when it hurts.

I am loving that I am learning to be present better. I am loving that I am making my best work. Ia m loving that I am focused and present. I am loving that I am having the time of my life. I am loving that tonight is movie night. I am loving that I have friends. I am loving that i have a wife who loves me. I am loving that I can choose love.

I am loving sitting in this chair with pwny in my lap. I am loving that I'll never get it done. I am loving that I can choose presence. I am loving my beyond manifestation journal. I am loving the feeling of being successful. I am loving having enough money. I am loving passive income. I am loving that I am finding new music. I am loving that I still get to eat braekfast and lunch and dinner. I am loving that I have recovered from sunday. I am loving that it's getting easier to be present. I am loving being focused. I am loving what is. I am focused. I am saying yes to what is. I am a lover of what is. I am loving what is. I am so happy to be here.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.