Watch yourself listen to music. Watch yourself feel pain in your lower back, wonder if it's because you're off kratom and can actually feel pain again. Watch yourself notice how dry your hands are. Watch yourself remember it's a pandemic. Watch yourself miss your parents. Watch yourself feel sad for everyone affected by this mess. Watch yourself breathe in, watch yourself breathe out.

Watch yourself feel annoyed. Watch yourself wish you felt differently. Watch yourself reach for the last sip of la croix. Watch yourself look at the empty bird nest on the neighbors' gutter. The reason human's have empty nest syndrome is because they stay in the nest... why don't they move on too??

Watch yourself feel deep stabbing sadness. Watch yourself wish for a numbing agent and distraction. Watch yourself feel uncomfortable in your skin. Watch yourself want to change how you feel. Watch yourself listen to the song and breathe in. Watch yourself relax a little and breathe out.

Watch yourself want to speak the language of the world. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want it to be warmer. Watch yourself want everything to be different. Would you even be happy then? Or just distracted?

Watch yourself yawn. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself tire of being introspective. Watch yourself want to have fun in the world, go to a theme park, ride a roller coaster. Watch yourself want to feel lighter. Watch your thoughts obsess over your weight. Watch yourself try to let those thoughts go. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself see tears in your eyes from yawning. Watch yourself feel a faint headache. Watch yourself feel relief because at least you get to have a brownie for dinner.

Watch yourself feel under pressure because you have exactly 13 minutes to finish writing before your next call. Watch yourself feel stagnant. Watch yourself want a fresh breath of air. Watch yourself want some inspiration, something to sweep you off your feet!

Watch yourself want to be your reason for feeling good. Watch yourself remember your intention for this new moon is ENTHUSIASM. Watch yourself try to remember what enthusiasm feels like. IT feels like energy coming into me. It feels like flow. It feels like excitement. It feels like being swept up in a whirlwind. It feels like feeling light and curious and excited about life. It feels like having something to live for.

Watch yourself feel annoyed. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel heated. Watch yourself feel annoyed. Watch yourself feel put upon. Watch yourself feel annoyed. Watch yourself want to get some distance from these thoughts. Watch yourself want to let go of all of these painful feelings. Watch yourself want to let go.

Watch yourself lighten up! Watch yourself remember you can direct your trip! Watch yourself feel the vaguest interest in wanting to drink the diet cherri pepsi you bought at rite aid. Watch yourself want to do the books. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself lighten up! Watch yourself feel better. Watch yourself surrender. Watch yourself let life live you. Watch yourself let go and see what flows. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to feel relieved.

Watch yourself want to speak the language of the world. Watch yourself want to order more kratom. Watch yourself want to go to krabot.com. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself breathe in deeply. Watch yourself ignore the world. Watch yourself hear hammering. Watch yourself feel so annoyed! WAtch yourself want to s a b. Watch yourself feel furious and angry and so annoyed. Watch yourself feel worse! Watch yourself feel in pain and sad and annoyed and angry! Watch yourself feel so annoyed!

Watch yourself want to be alone. Watch yourself tell yourself careful what you wish for. Watch yourself be so annoyed. Watch yourself want to feel better. WAtch yourself feel dehydrated. Watch yourself want to take pills all day every day. WAtch yourself annoyed at that. Watch yourself just want to feel better. WAtch yourself want to cry. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to feel relieved. Watch yourself feel annoyed.

Watch yourself feel stressed and overwhelmed. Watch yourself want to give up. Watch yourself want to let go. Watch yourself want to GIVE THE FUCK UP. WAtch yourself try to trust the process of life. Watch yourself try to remember that it is written. Watch yourself try to understand. Watch yourself try to feel better. Watch yourself want to listen to nine inch nails.

Watch yourself feel way too hot in your sweatshirt. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself feel way too hot. Watch yourself tab to spotify and pick out the downward spiral. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to watch your thoughts. WAtch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself wonder what you want. Watch yourself ask yourself what you want. Watch yourself want to have fun. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to feel better. WAtch yourself want to let go of these thoughts. WAtch yourself want to let go. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to feel better. WAtch yourself want to lighten up. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself want to feel better. Watch yourself feel so angry! Watch yourself feel so annoyed! Watch yourself feel so pissed! Watch yourself want some chemical comfort. WAtch yourself feel mad!

Watch yourself remember you can direct this.
Watch yourself feel better. Watch yourself feel excited to talk to a friend. Watch yourself feel excited about drinking some caffeine. Watch yourself feel better. WAtch yourself not give a fuck. Watch yourself feel better. WAtch yourself lighten up and decide to have fun! WAtch yourself go with the flow. Watch yourself trust the process of life. Watch yourself say fuck it!