Watch yourself not care

Jessica Mullen

Watch yourself not care

Jessica Mullen
Watch yourself being completely incapable of stopping rolling your eyes. Watch yourself wish you didn't eat the ENTIRE bag of frozen mango. Watch yourself smile at Pwny in the Pwnycam. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel relieved that you already worked out today and did the 2 hardest things on your list. Watch yourself beat yourself up for not filling out your MMR the past 2 days. Watch yourself justify why you didn't (the power was out 2 nights ago, and last night was too tired and too "busy" during the day).

Watch yourself feel the bottomless pit open. Watch yourself wish you felt less crabby. Watch yourself feel relieved that the kratom will be gone in less than 2 weeks. Watch yourself want to be stronger. Watch yourself want to be more fun and easy going. Watch yourself want to loosen up.

Watch yourself want to take a shower. Watch yourself feel so crabby! Watch yourself feel guilty for eating 5 prunes lmao. Watch yourself recognize your silliness for feeling guilty for eating 5 prunes.

Watch yourself relax and listen to the wind in the trees. Watch yourself feel relieved you don't have to post a vid today. Watch yourself feel hungry for dinner. Watch yourself relax your body and your vision.

Watch yourself wish for a wind. Watch yourself feel negative. Watch yourself want to tab over to some good news like a bank account or social site. Watch yourself want inspiration for tweets. Watch yourself feel excited to be almost out of kratom!

Watch yourself wish for a new fan today. Watch yourself wish for a fun photoshoot idea. Watch yourself be very annoyed. Watch yourself wish you felt inspired. Watch yourself listen to the birds chirping. Watch yourself feel like you can't wait to be off this shit. October's going to be your month!

Watch yourself feel relieved you have some support when you quit. Watch yourself listen to the neighbor's air conditioner. Watch yourself listen to teh wind chimes. Watch yourself breathe out, and out and out, and out.

Watch yourself wish for good news and an attitude adjustment. Watch yourself wish for inspiration! Watch yourself let go of your worries! Watch yourself lighten up. Watch yourself want to feel vroop vroopin it. Watch yourself trust the process of life. Watch yourself let go. Watch yourself let go of your worries. Watch yourself surrender. Watch yourself get irritated at every tiny detail!!!!!

Watch yourself wish you felt better. Watch yourself wish you had good news. Watch yourself wish to feel talkative. Watch yourself wish you were in a better mood. Watch yourself wish for fast food or at least restaurant food.

WATch yourself feel a little stir crazy. Watch yourself hear one of the neighbors' voices and feel love for them. Watch yourself want to go CRAZY today. Watch yourself wish to disassociate. Watch yourself want to scream. Watch yourself wish you could express yourself better! Watch yourself feel excited to stop numbing for a while. Watch your thoughts scamper over getting a prescription refillled. Watch yourself breathe in and listen to wind chimes.

Watch yourself breathe out and remember this tiny fucked up spot on your screen. Watch yourself wish you had the energy to do more. Watch yourself wish you were inspired. Watch yourself wish you felt focused. Watch yourself listen to teh wind in the trees. Watch yourself remember to smile!

Watch yourself lighten up. Watch yourself want to chew more gum. Watch yourself hear someone yell outside. Watch yourself hear pwny meow. WAtch yourself hear the neighbor let their dogs out.

Watch yourself readjust your feet. Watch yourself feel kind of tired and out of sorts. Watch yourself want to go on twitter, but stop yourself because you need to finish writing so you can get in the shower and make dinner. Watch yourself feel tired and wonder if that's why you're so irritable. Watch yourself feel so relieved you don't have to have a zoom call tonight.

Watch yourself breathe out and feel discomfort in your back. Watch yourself wish you had a better desk chair, like that kneeling situation. Watch yourself wonder if there's anything you could buy to make yourself feel better. Watch yourself wish you felt better!

Watch yourself decide to have another cup of coffee before you get in the shower. Watch yourself get mad at yourself for getting the munchies. Watch yourself talk yourself down by rememberign all you ate was a fucking bag of frozen mango (3 servings) and 5 prunes! Jesus! Relax!

Watch yourself justify why you got mad, because you've been eating an average of 1700 cals but your weight has been creeeping up! Today it was 121! Watch yourself feel absolutely ridiculous for feelign this way. Watch yourself know it will go back down, it always does. Watch yourself recognize ED behavior and thoughts. Watch yourself remember you have to be careful to not restrict too much or it's not sustainable. Watch yourself praise yourself for maintaining your weight loss for 6 months.

Watch yourself wonder what you're going to record about today. Watch yourself wonder what you'll make a tiktok about today. Watch yourself look forward to this upcoming shower. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself think about twitter. Watch yourself listen to the birds chirp. Watch yourself feel happy that there is never a shortage of things to watch.

Watch yourself wish you were comfortable flying> Watch yourself miss the neighbors. Watch yourself want yourself to fill out your mmr. Watch yourself wonder if you'll take another cap before getting in the shower. The answer is pretty obvious isn't it?

Watch yourself wish your mom would call. Watch yourself decide to call her later if you feel better. Watch yourself relax your body. Watch yourself listen to k say "oh my god" about the wind. Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel excited to watch tv tonight. Watch yourself not care if that makes you basic!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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