Know Exactly

Jessica Mullen

Know Exactly

Jessica Mullen
You're a fractal of god. Watch yourself be a fractal of god.

Breathing in I am a fractal of god.
Breathing out I am a fractal of god.

Watch yourself listen to pandora music. It's almost a corny song but it's so dreamy and melodic that I'll let it slide. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself try to stand with good posture.

Watch yourself let go of caring. Watch yourself relax a little bit. Watch yourself about to chug a glass of water. Watch yourself be soooo grateful you don't drink alcohol. Watch yourself relax your jaw. Watch yourself trust the process of life. Watch yourself believe in perfect timing. Watch yourself space out into thought, into possible scenarios, into imagining the future.

Watch yourself remember you're reading stillness speaks by eckhart tolle and that sound so fun and relaxing to read later. Watch yourself think, "I mean, the guy is explaining how to find peace without changing a thing in your life. What could be more relaxing than that??"

Watch yourself feel anxious. Watch yourself realize what watching is doing. Watch yourself suddenly become present for the first time in a few hours. If not at least 24 hours.

Watch yourself breathe in. Watch yourself breathe out and relax your jaw again. Watch yourself listen to the song fade out as you think about a tiktok you were watching earlier. A tiktok character, if you will.

Watch yourself think about the new cardi video wap. Watch yourself appreciate the time capsule aspect of these posts. Watch yourself go back for more water. Watch the clock say 11:10.

Watch yourself wait for the clock to strike 11:11.

Watch yourself see the clock strike 11:11.
What's your wish?
To loosen up and enjoy myself.

You will loosen up and enjoy yourself!

Watch yourself try to relax. Watch yourself relax your jaw again. Watch yourself breathe out, more and more and more.
Watch yourself let go. Watch yourself close your eyes. Watch yourself remember permanent record by snowden. Watch yourself think about how many lists you're on, think about how they're watching you right now. Eyes flick to the web cam, hello halloween.

Watch yourself feel your hair brush against your shoulder, and realize there are more beautiful ways to say everything. Watch yourself look down at your scrunchie on your wrist, and think about how you need to learn to make scrunchies soon. Watch yourself grab a screen cleaning cloth to wipe a piece of cat hair off the screen.

Watch yourself think about blood. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel anxious again. Watch yourself start the nightly beating yourself up. Watch yourself wish things for yourself. Watch yourself want to change. Watch yourself start spiraling. Watch yourself want to catch it before it goes any furthur.

Watch yourself breathe in.
Watch yourself breathe out.
Watch yourself breathe out and out and out and out and out. Watch yourself watch the spaces between words. Watch yourself think about Tolle again. Watch yourself listen to the new song playing. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself want to create. Watch yourself running away from yourself in your head. Watch yourself see lights flickr and listen to music and breathe out and try to relax. Watch yourself like the song playing. Watch yourself think about trips. Watch yourself wonder what happened to that one trip.

Watch yourself relax your jaw again. Watch yourself wish for some youtube inspo. Watch yourself notice a gnat fly by. Watch yourself listen to the lyrics. Watch yourself breathe out. WAtch yourself listen to teh lyrics more.

Watch yourself stop typing and see after images in the blank screen.

Watch yourself breathe out. WAtch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself feel anxiety. Watch yourself wish for some mental reining it in. Watch yourself feel out of control. Watch yourself wish to feel control. Control is letting go.

Watch yourself remember the power of love.

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I love myself

Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are.
Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are. Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are.

Watch yourself start to feel better.

Jessica, I love and accept you exactly the way you are.

At the farmstand I tried to be the watcher when I got annoyed at someone.
I got lost in thought so quickly!

Watch yourself scroll for the wordcount. 815. Watch yourself think about instagram. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself stand on the outsides of your feet and wonder again about arches and where yours ever were.

Watch yourself want to tab over to this new dream you just made. Watch yourself want to go deeper. WAtch yourself know exactly why you aren't going deeper. Watch yourself try to let go.

Watch yourself try to let go. Watch yourself breathe out and relax. Watch yourself relax your jaw.

Watch yourself relax your body. Watch yourself relax your mind. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself relax. Watch yourself notice a bug on your lamp and wonder if you should kill it. You leave it bc it's not a mosquito.

Watch yourself want to get out of here so u can stop attracting bugs into the room. watch yourself want to check your stats on tiktok. Watch yourself breathe out. Watch yourself wonder if it was a bad idea to spare that bugs life lmao. is it really not a mosquito?

watch yourself relax and smile a little. watch yourself braethe out
watch yourself breathe out watch yourself braethe out

watch yourself want to let go

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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