Today I got up with my alarm at 930. Jarred me right out of my dream. First day I couldn't remember it in a while.

Came down and drank my coffee and started brushing my teeth when K got up. Started the rags and then counted in my mmr for a while before breakfast. Yog and granog. And some prunes. Did the litter and vacuumed. Also washed the cat beds finally.

Then we did body pump 94 and drank a grape rock star, yum! Then I balled while k showered and we had lunch, texas caviar and a lindor truffle. Then K started the laundry while I did the dishes.

Got a new onlyfan last night! Fucking love my onlyfans!

Also saw that my stimulus check is getting mailed soon! Thank god!

It's a good day!

Then we meditated and here I am balling again. My hip flexors and tfls have been paining.

So grateful for my health and wife and kitties and home! So grateful we get to stay! So grateful for Cleveland! So grateful for my friends and family! So grateful for plenty of money. So grateful for ebooks from the library. So grateful Cleveland has such a good library system.

So grateful for my fans! So grateful for our subscribers. Grateful for YouTube. Grateful for my videos. Grateful to always have enough.

Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night ever? Wouldn't it be nice to feel fun and inspired? Wouldnt it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to record my best video yet? Wouldn't it be nice to get a donation? Wouldn't it be nice if the market went back to where it was? Wouldn't it be nice to remember to breathe consciously?

Wouldn't it be nice to do something nice for k? Wouldnt it nice to get some sales and orders today? Wouldn't it be nice to get some new subs today? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to remember I'm good at my diet?

I'm good at my diet!

I'm good at conscious breathing! I'm good at presence! I'm good at working out! I'm good at keeping in touch with my family and friends! I'm good at sticking to my meal plan! I'm good at staying healthy! I'm good at feeling good!

I'm good at raising my vibration! I'm good at tweeting! I'm good at feeling better!I'm good at taking nudes! I'm good at being fun! I'm good at loving myself! I'm good at being light! I'm good at sticking to my habits! I'm good at making money! I'm good at making passive income! I'm good at attracting money effortlessly! I'm good at trusting the process of life! I'm good at being here now!

I'm good at this!

I intend to have the best night of my life! I intend to remember I'm good at this! I intend to have and be fun! I intend to play and be magickal! I'm good at being magickal!

I intend to love yeah love! I intend to take good nudes!

I intend to go with the flow. I intend to be light and fun! I intend to let life live me!

I am allowing well being to flow! I am allowing life to be fun and easy! I'm good at this! I am allowing life to thrive through me!

Breathing in I know I'm breathing in
Breathing out I know I'm breathing out

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I don't give a fuck

Breathing in I live the magick life
Breathing out I am a powerful witch!

Breathing in it's all working out for me
Breathing out i