Prosperity Plan Day 31, Quar Day 40

Jessica Mullen

Prosperity Plan Day 31, Quar Day 40

Jessica Mullen
So. happy and grateful to be awake and alive! So happy and grateful to be here now. So grateful for my health and wife and kitties and home. So grateful to have plenty to eat. So grateful to have plenty of entertainment and music. So grateful to have friends and family. So grateful to be here now. So grateful to be at peace with what is.

Today we both got up around 9. Came down, started the rags, made a fresh pot, did the litter and vacuumed, and K did the orders while I did my MMR and maybe something else I don't remember. We took the orders to the mailbox and it was pretty nice out. Came home and I shot 3 zines and a new worksheet while listening to Hamilton Morris' last video stream on his patreon.

Then we made lunch, same as yesterday--greens from the farmstand, with a frozen chik patty and some sahale and frozen bluebs and briana's.

Then I made the boopies and K sewed some darts into my plaid pants. They fit perfectly now! She just has to reattach the pockets. She did the dishes and I cleaned up a little. I trimmed a bunch of dead stuff off one of our plants. And I took the avocado tree on the balcony, I hope he likes it there. He's been losing leaves and I don't know how else to help him. He need light and to be in the ground. In the south.

I'm beating myself up today because I've been so hungry and I am wishing I would eat less! Trying to listen to my body and not be so obsessed with the scale! SORRY BOUT IT! Today I weighed 120.5 even though I've been eating pretty light and it's annoying. It's hard to eat less than I currently am, with how much we work out.

So I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to maintain my weight or lose a little more. And it's frustrating because I want to eat less but it hasn't been working out today. ANyway, who cares. It's a tiny petty thing to focus on and try to control when I feel out of control about the rest of life.

I just want to enjoy life! And be hot of course.

Feeling a little depressed today, like I want to have fun and don't even know how. The kratom helps a lot but there's only so much it can do for my mood. I have to do it myself.

I want to feel better.

I intend to lighten up. I intend to enjoy being. I intend to work out tomorrow. I intend to take care of myself. I intend to have a good attitude. I intend to do the work. I intend to surrender my preferences. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to play. I intend to trust the process of life. I intend to let go. I intend to enjoy being. I intend to let go and lighten up!

I am allowing well being to flow. I am allowing life to live me! I am letting go of my worries. I am letting go of my resistance. I am trusting the process of life. I am letting it be fun and easy. I am letting myself enjoy life the way it is. I am making my best work. I am in the flow.

Like, there's only so much that food and money and attention and drugs can do! I want it to be easier to be the observer and get out of my mind! I need to let go.

I intend to let go. I intend to enjoy being. I intend to surrender and trust the process. I intend to let life live me. I intend to not give a fuck. I intend to love myself. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to lighten up! I intend to trust the process. i intend to go within. I intend to let life live me.

I intend to be nicer to myself. I intend to love myself. I intend to be nice to myself. I intend to be kind to myself! I intend to love myself the way i am, no matter what I do.

I want to feel inspired. I intend to feel inspired!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!
Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!
Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!
Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!
Breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!
breathing in I love myself!
Breathing out I love myself!

Breathing in I live the magick life
Breathing out I live the magick life

Breathing in I love myself
Breathing out I love myself

Breathing in I am here now
Breathing out I am letting go of my resistance

Breathing in I trust the process of life
Breathing out I am surrendering to the flow

Breathing in I am one with life
Breathing out I am trusting the process of life

Breathing in I am letting life live me!
Breathing out I am at peace with what is

Breathing in I know it's all working out for me
Breathing out I know I'm in the right place at the right time

I am choosing to feel better I am choosing a good mood I am choosing to take care of myself I am choosing flow and fun

I am letting life live me. I am letting go of my resistance. I am trusting the process of life. I know it's working out for me. I am trusting the process. I am letting go of my resistance. i know it's working out for me. I know it's all working out. I am letting go of my resistance. I am trusting the process of life. I am surrendering. I am surrendering to the flow. I know it's all working out.

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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