Today I got up around 9. Started the p rags and then walked into the living room to find hella ants covering some cat barf. We've been trying to get rid of these ants for a few days, and finally opened a ticket with our landlord to spray the source in the basement. So grateful to have a landlord who takes care of things right away!!! We also decided to renew our lease today and they said they want us to stay too! So that's a major relief! So grateful to get to live here! I love it here so much!!
So I was cleaning up the ants when K got up. Kind of a rough start to the day, but it inspired us to ask to renew our lease and we thoroughly cleaned the living room. K caulked up some baseboards. We cleaned for a good hour, then finally sat down to finish our twix eggs for breakfast. SO FUCKING GOOD. Who knew candy for breakfast could be so satisfying?!
I washed the cleaning rags while K opened the maintenance ticket. Then we did Body Attack class on lmod. It was so fun! It's so easy compared to Grit! We're getting stronger! Afterwards I called my mom and talked to her for 15 minutes or so while K showered. Then I made us lunch (scromelette on toast and the last of the collard greens) which was so good. Then I got in the shower. After showering, I had to mess with the tub and fill the humidifiers. Then we meditated and here I am. Where the fuck does the day go though, it's almost 7pm and there's so much I still want to do today!!
After this I'm going to transcribe my video, help K with the orders, work on my video, draw this card I want to make for my sister, make butter... and I don't think I'm getting to the taxes today. Soon! Then tomorrow I want to do so much laundry like all the clothes, towels and sheets. At least we don't have to cook for a few days. Tonight we're having chickpea stew again and tomorrow we'll have the last of it for lunch. And cheezits for dinner tomorrow! We have planned this out for days, we're very excited for a snack dinner.
Well I'm hungry already. Anyway, quar is going great and the pest control is going to come Thursday and we won't have to interact with them. They sound amazing, they take their temperatures and wear masks. So grateful for this home and for our landlord and for people still doing maintenance calls during this time!
So grateful for perfect timing. So grateful for coffee and kratom and herbal remedies. So grateful for my health and kitties and wife and home. So grateful for my siblings and parents and family and friends. So grateful to get to chat with R. So grateful to have friends who want to facetime. So grateful to have plenty to do! Haven't been bored during quar once! There is always so much to do, like cleaning and cooking and sewing! We never run out of things to do!
Wouldn't it be nice to get my video posted tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to like that one I thought about scrapping? Wouldn't it be nice to make my best work? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best night of my life? Wouldn't it be nice to do something nice for K? Wouldn't it be nice to clean the tub? Wouldn't it be nice to ft r sometime soon? Wouldn't it be nice to feel inspired? Wouldn't it be nice to post my best vid yet? Wouldn't it be nice to surrender? Wouldn't it be nice to trust the process of life and just be here now?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel better and better as the night goes on? Wouldn't it be nice to feel focused and in control of my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to get the orders done tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to lighten up and have fun? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to breathe consciously?
Wouldn't it be nice to feel the best I've ever felt? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage?
I intend to feel better and better. I intend to make my best work. I intend to be light. I intend to focus. I intend to go with the flow. I intend to trust the process of life. I intend to lighten up and have fun! I intend to enjoy being. I intend to follow through. I intend to let life live me. I intend to enjoy life the way it is. I intend to make peace with what is. I intend to let go. I intend to be here now!
I love it when I write. I love it wheN i do my work. I love it when I do the chores. I love it when I feel the flow. I love it when I let go of my worries. I love it when I stick to my schedule. I love it when I play and feel light. I love it when I trust. I love it when I feel magickal. I love it when I stop caring! I love it when I let life live me!
Relax and enjoy it. Just surrender to the flow. Everything is happening in your favor. This is the right place and the right time and you are doing everything right. Let it be easy. Just focus on your breath and relax. Let yourself relax and enjoy it! It's all for you!